the sort of care and concern for me that I did for
them. I wanted to be someone’s everything. I’d love to have been that for
Summer, but the moment she made that appointment it became all about the job.
There was no changing that. I was the guy she paid to fuck her and make her
feel good. Nothing more. I sighed and kissed the top of her silky brunette hair
and heard her let out a happy moan.
‘Are you awake,’ I whispered.
‘Yes,’ she whispered back.
‘How are you feeling?’
‘ Incredible, ’ she sighed
making my stomach warm. ‘That was … I had no idea.’
‘It is pretty damn amazing,’ I
agreed, kissing her again. I closed my eyes as I felt her fingers gently
stroking my chest.
‘Does it feel different for you
with different women?’ she asked. I grimaced, I didn’t like talking about
“work” when I was working, let alone with her. I was supposed to be all about
the scenario, don’t mention reality, yet much as I didn’t want to, I felt
compelled to explain myself.
‘Yes. With men we can get aroused
and come very easily, so usually sex, good or bad, is still sex and can make us
come. But then you get that one in a million that makes it extraordinary, that
you’ll compare everyone else to.’
‘Who was your last one in a
million?’
‘You,’ I replied quietly as I
felt my heart beating faster. I could have sworn I heard her gasp a little. ‘Why
don’t you go and freshen up and I’ll make a start on some food, you must be
hungry,’ I suggested as I relaxed my grip on her and felt my damn stomach do
that strange thing again as her eyes lifted to meet mine.
‘I am,’ she nodded.
‘Then come through when you’re
ready, you can borrow my shirt to stay relaxed, rather than putting your dress
back on, I’m assuming that you didn’t squeeze the kimono I got for you into
that tiny clutch.’
‘No and … thank you, for everything ,’
she whispered as her eyes filled up.
‘It’s my pleasure and we’re
nowhere near done. What’s wrong?’
‘I just … I never imagined how
good this could feel, having a man touch me or hold me.’
‘It will feel even better when
it’s with someone you really care about. But for tonight, you have me and I
promise you haven’t even experienced ten percent of what pleasure you body’s
capable of.’ I quickly kissed her, and decided pulling out with no warning was
the way to go. I’d gone soft and then re-hardened in the time she’d been
sleeping and I had a feeling it was going to hurt. I gripped her hip to hold
her steady and quickly pulled back and winced as I heard her let out a cry of
pain and saw her bite her lip. ‘Sorry, I’ll get you some painkillers to take
the edge off it, can you take Brufen?’
‘Yes,’ she nodded and quickly
wiped some tears from her eyes. I looked down and saw blood on my condom,
evidence of her innocence all over me. I frowned, I hated the thought of
someone else with their hands on her, making her so scared she’d not tried
again until now. I was definitely going to have to get Ian, my hacker friend,
to look into the arsehole who hurt her. I got up, turned and gave her my hand,
helping her up and pulled her to me and kissed her again, losing myself in her
tender sweet kisses as she wrapped her arms around my neck. I scooped her up as
she wiped away the last tears, squealed and giggled which made me laugh. Her
laughter was so pure and infectious and a change from the serious and uptight
woman who’d walked in the apartment earlier. I carried her to the en-suite and
set her down in the walk-in shower. ‘You’ve bled, it often happens your first
time, there’s some moist wipes on the countertop if you need them to clean up.
It’s temporary, it won’t last. I’ll see you when you’re ready,’ I advised as I
stroked her cheek and she looked up at me through her lashes and nodded. I bit
my lip and forced myself to walk away and give her some space, much as I didn’t
want to, and headed to the