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kitchen. It slammed against the wall shattering in pieces. That didn’t drown out her crying so I opened the cabinets and destroyed my kitchen. I punched the walls and screamed out in frustration. The next thing I remembered was being in my bed. My hand was wrapped and there was a bottle of water on my nightstand. I wasn’t sure what happened. I got up from my bed and walked into Emma’s room. She wasn’t there. I screamed for her and ran down the stairs. I wasn’t expecting to find my parents in the living room holding Emma.
    I felt ashamed. Being a single parent wasn’t going to be easy and I already failed. How could I raise her on my own? I broke down and cried. My dad came over and hugged me. He told me everything was going to be okay and never forget about family and the strength of an army. From that moment I dropped all the bullshit and vowed to be the best parent to Emma.
    We finish our sets and head back to the apartment. “Coming over to dinner?”
    “Damn I miss your mom’s cooking,” Larry responds. “So when were you gonna tell me about your hot new roommate?”
    Jealousy surges through my body and I want to punch my best friend in the face. Of course she’s hot. She’s perfect, but I don’t want him looking or noticing her. I hated the words that came out of his mouth. “I didn’t think it mattered and how the hell do you know?”
    “Alexis told me and when I couldn’t find her on Facebook I checked out Alexis’ page and saw pictures. Damn Hayes. She’s fucking hot. You and her?” He winks.
    “No. She’s off limits.” I can’t touch her or be around her without fucking her up. That’s why Jamie left. Whoever I touch I destroy. It’s better this way.
    “Whatever you say.”
    We make it back to the apartment and take the stairs back up. Each step I take I’m closer to her. I shouldn’t feel dread but I know as soon as I see her I’ll want her. Maybe innocent flirting won’t hurt and it’ll ease the pain. Seeing that smile on her face and her embarrassment would be worth it. I’d do anything to see her smile and happy. On the contrary being in a relationship isn’t in it for me. I need to keep fighting my attraction towards her. Everyone will win if I do that.
    “So before you go in just be on your best behavior. She’s not like those other girls.” I warn Larry.
    His interest peeks. I know that look and he’s not going anywhere near her. I love my best friend but his record of breaking hearts isn’t a glamorous report. I’ve seen the destruction he leaves behind. “Really?”
    “Shut up,” I laugh. “She’s innocent and…” my voice trails off.
    “You like her,” he smirks.
    “What? No. You’re fucking crazy. She’s a friend. We just met.”
    Larry slaps my shoulder before we walk in, “Don’t worry Hayes. Let it ride,” he laughs walking in.
    Emma flies into Larry’s arms and squeals with delight.
    “Why hello there beautiful. Oh I’ve missed you.”
    “I missed you too Uncle Larry!”
    “Hi Emma,” I smile at my beautiful four year old.
    “Hi daddy,” she waves but turns back to Larry. I shake my head laughing, walking to my bedroom so I can shower. In my own world I don’t notice Karly coming out of the bathroom until her body hits mine.
    “Ooof,” she lets out before falling on her ass.
    “Oh shit,” I laugh helping her up. As soon as her hand touches mine an electric feeling flows through. Holy shit what the fuck is going on? I remain calm and keep it together. “I’m sorry are you okay?” My eyes trail down her slim body. The scent of vanilla hits my nose and it’s killing me. Damn she looks fucking sexy in just a towel. Her beautiful blonde hair trails past her shoulders. Her eyes look at me, and wow those eyes are beyond gorgeous. “Oh shit I’m sorry.”
    “It’s okay.” She squeezes my hand, “Thanks and I’m sorry for running into you.” She turns away and walks into her bedroom. Before closing the door she turns her head