âIâll do whatever you ask, provide whatever you need,â she said to Judith. âIâll take days off work if I have to.â
âThereâs no way I know of to get through the process any sooner, but you can certainly ask about that when you go to city hall.â Judith obviously considered the matter closed as she turned back toward Ryan and the social worker. âIâll return to check on the baby early next week. If anything changes in the meantime, either for the better or for the worse, Iâd appreciate a call.â
âOf course,â he agreed. Even though he didnât particularly like the case worker, he knew that they needed to try to stay on Judithâs good side if at all possible. Especially if Cassie was really going to go through with the plan of becoming a foster parent, an ideahe was still trying to wrap his mind around. âIs there anything else you need from us?â
âNot right now.â Judith glanced at them and shrugged. âHave a good day.â
âYou, too,â Cassie said, with a forced smile.
He waited until the social worker had escorted Judith out of the unit before turning toward Cassie. âDo you really think this is a good idea?â he asked.
âYes, I do,â she answered without hesitation. âI know it seems like a snap decision, but itâs not.â
Ryan wasnât sure why he kept pressing the issue. âI know you love babies, but donât you think that having a child as a single parent will be difficult? Not to mention putting a crimp in your social life?â
She squared her shoulders and lifted her chin stubbornly. âI donât have a social life. After my ex cheated on me, Iâm not anxious to trust men enough to try the dating scene again. I know being a single mother wonât be easy, but Iâm determined to provide Emma with a loving home. And as a nurse I can help with any medical issues she might have. Maybe Judith is right and Iâm too late, but I still plan to move forward, hoping for the best.â
He wanted to tell her that her ex-husband was a jerk to sleep around on her, but hadnât he let Victoria down, too? Maybe he hadnât cheated on Victoria but he hadnât been there for her. Still, he deeply admired Cassieâs willingness to put her needs on the back burner in order to provide a home for Emma. âIâll be willing to provide you a reference if needed,â he offered.
âReally?â The way her entire face lit up with hope and happiness made his pulse jump erratically. Sheâd never looked more beautiful to him than she did in that moment. She literally took his breath away. âThank you so much, Dr. Ryan! You have no idea how much that means to me.â
He struggled to come up with a reasonable response when he could barely think straight. âNo problem. And if you need help with the paperwork, let me know.â
âOh, Iâm sure Iâll figure it out,â she assured him.
He hesitated, loath to leave, even though he knew his colleague, Matthew Marks, would be there soon to relieve him. Matt should have been there already, but had asked for a couple extra hours off.
âIs there anything else you need, Dr. Ryan?âshe asked, when she noticed him still standing there.
Irrationally, he wished sheâd call him by his first name, the way heâd asked her to. Ryan knew it was better to keep things on a professional level, but he still yearned for her to address him as more than a colleague. He shook off his ridiculous thought. âNo, just make sure you document how well Emma tolerates her feedings. Iâm leaving as soon as I sign off with Dr. Marks, but Iâll check her chart later this afternoon.â
âOkay. Sheâs going to do great, Iâm sure.â She turned and stroked Emmaâs cheek, the way heâd seen her do many times before. âHang in there, sweetpea.