much. Liv girded her loins and pulled open the hall closet. Nammyâs coatsânot easy. Liv kept a bright red car-coat for herself, and Mom kept a cardigan sweater sheâd given Nammy for her eightieth birthday. Clenching her teeth, Liv finally packed up the rest.
The boxes on the closet floor and on the top shelf all appeared to contain Christmas ornaments. âIâm surprised she hadnât started decorating yet,â Liv said.
âShe had a rule,â Mom said. âDecember first. When I was little, I had to wait till December before I could put on the Christmas records. I would have driven her crazy otherwise. I played âRudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeerâ all month long.â
Liv grinned. Then her heart twisted. Sheâd heard the same story countless times from Nammy.
Rachel must have seen her falter; bravely, she reached past Liv and pulled out the two metal canisters Nammy had used for her tree decorations.
âLiv?â Rachel said uncertainly. âMaybe you keep one and I keep one? And Mom, you could go through and pick out your favorites?â
Mom nodded, her eyes glistening. âLetâs donât open them right now.â
âThatâs what I was thinking,â Rachel said.
Liv silently hauled the two canisters to the to-keep pile. The growing stack would catch up to the to-go pile if they werenât careful. But she wasnât ready to sift through the Christmas ornaments either.
When Liv returned to the hallway, Rachel had dragged out a box containing Nammyâs artificial tree and was reaching into the back of the closet. Her muffled voice exclaimed, âHoly cow! Is this what I think it is?â
Rachel hauled out a long blue-and-white box that Liv recognized immediately.
Liv gasped. âI didnât know she still had it.â A surge of childhood nostalgia hit her. Taking over where Rachel left off, she pulled the box the rest of the way into the dining area.
âLook, Mom.â Liv brought the box to rest at their motherâs feet. âThe silver tree.â
For Liv, just looking at the closed box conjured up a host of warm memories. Inside would be the branches and base for Nammyâs old silver aluminum Christmas treeâthe kind that came with a color wheel to shine different shades of light on the branches. Four panes of plastic rotated in front of a bulb aimed at the tree, making the metal branches reflect red, blue, orange, and green. Nammy used to put the tree up when Liv and Rachel were little, and the two of them would sit on her living room floor for what seemed like hours at a time, watching it change colors.
Mom viewed the box with a little more reserve. âYouâre kidding. She kept it?â
At her less-than-joyful tone, Liv and Rachel exchanged a mutual look of betrayal. âMom!â
Rachel added, âYou mean you didnât like it?â
Mom flushed, as if sheâd been caught in a guilty secret. âNot that much. But I knew you girls loved it.â
Liv remembered her mother helping Nammy set up the tree for them, year after year. She didnât remember any complaints. âI never knew you didnât care for it.â
âMaybe just because it was the first tree we had when I was growing up. Sometimes you want what you donât have. I was always kind of jealous of kids who had real trees. When I was older we started getting them from the tree lot at the home store, and I was glad. Nammy started putting up the old silver tree again for you kids when you were little. You got a big kick out of it.â Mom nodded at the box with a rueful smile. âYouâve got to admit, itâs pretty cheesy.â
Liv lowered her eyes and studied the box reluctantly. Through the eyes of an adult, she supposed, it was sort of hokey. But still . . . âI wonder what kind of shape itâs in by now.â
She hadnât seen the silver tree since she and Rachel were in their