kids?â
Ajax told them about her kids.
Though Joe had been hoping to avoid a feeding, Scout got hungry so she fiddled with fixing the tiny voracious mouth to her nipple. Crackles from the fire, the sound of the baby slurping. Preamble gotten through; how they all knew each other. How Logan and Ajax had met twenty years earlier and lost touch and met again. When she sat down, Ajax leaned into Logan as if sheâd known them always. Joe had half a mind to say, âWait a second, thatâs Logan youâre talking about,â but it hadnât been Loganâs hand on Elliotâs ass, but the reverseâElliotâs hand on Loganâs ass. Joe was surprised that Ajax was olderâLogan usually dated down, dated thirty-year-olds. Ajax, she said, was turning fifty; it was her birthday weekend.
Toby musically shook his collar, put his large head on Loganâs lap, and Logan petted him as long ropes of spittle fell. He didnât sit long before he melted into the ground, his big head tucked onto his paws. Logan offered Dos Equis; Joe couldnât, Elliot begged off, and Ajax didnât.
Logan said, âSure am glad to be up here again. I didnât know when I was going to make it back.â Logan hugged Ajax close. âWas waiting for the girl to be able to come with me.â
âI thought we were going for an afternoonâs drive,â said Ajax.
âOh, Logan is a real card,â said Joe dryly. âAll about romance and true love.â
âI think they really are,â said Ajax, beaming over at Logan.
âLet me tell you about love. Hereâs what I know about love,â said Logan. âMy cousin Miranda met this woman when she was youngânineteen. She met Daisy straight after she broke up with this loser dude sheâd been dating in high school. She was in college at the time, taking a two-year program in insurance brokering. She wasnât worldly. She hadnât travelled. She didnât really excel in school, and she certainly didnât make any real friends, not in all those twelve years. Miranda was still living at home with her mother, but she worked at a foot-long shop, mostly for tips, and this woman came in a lot. She always ordered a BLT sub, and it got so my cousin was excited to have her come in, you know, looked forward to seeing her? She was always in nice clothing, and she flirted. I donât know at what point Miranda figured out that Daisy was married and had a newborn, but by then she was in love. We all said, donât hold your breath; she is not going to leave her wife. Go out with somebody else. But she couldnât. She slept with Daisy in Daisyâs marital bed when her wife was out. She slept with her year after year until, eventually, yeah, Daisy left her wife and they moved in together. But then she caught Daisy having sex with other peopleââ
âWell, we all do that, pretty much,â said Elliot. âI mean, speaking for myself as someone poly.â
âWeâre not,â said Ajax and reached for Loganâs hand. âRight, hon?â
âWeâre not,â Logan confirmed. âIâm not anymore.â
âItâs a question of what a couple promises each other,âsaid Ajax. âItâs a question of being honourable. Pretty much if youâre keeping an element of whatâs going on hidden from your partner, youâre about to be sucked under on the honour thing.â
âExactly,â said Logan, raising her beer. âSo Daisy did the opposite, and my cousin found out, but she was still really young, and she believed Daisy when she said it wouldnât happen again. She liked to believe people were basically good at heart.â
âHow very World War II,â said Elliot.
âSo she got married to Daisy and it happened again, of course, and Miranda finally left Daisy. Then Daisy got into a bad car wreck, and my cousin took her back. Daisy