feeling swelled inside him, vaguely familiar but definitely unwelcome. He got up, trying to shake it off, but it followed him right into the bathroom like an overloyal puppy.
âGo away,â he actually said out loud, but it didnât. He looked over at the sink as he draped the thick, soft towels over the bar next to the john, saw the new bar of soap sheâd left out for him.
The emptiness torqued into an sharp, nasty ache.
âYou canât,â he said to his reflection. â She canât.â
He yanked open the cupboard door under the sink, found a whole mess of cleaning supplies. Dumping a thick layer of cleanser into the tub, he set to scrubbing it, thinking itâd been a long time since heâd entertained the idea of wanting something he couldnât have.
Chapter 3
T he Monday before Thanksgiving, Mala lay in bed, half-asleep, trying to fight off that itchy, icky feeling you get when Something Bad is about to happen.
âMama! Guess what!â
She burrowed down farther into the pillows. âUnless thereâs a van outside with balloons all over it,â she said, âgo away.â
âMa- ma! â Like Tigger, Carrie boing-boinged up the length of the bed, and it occurred to Mala that the only time her bed shook these days was when small children were jumping on it. Which, while a dispiriting thought, didnât qualify as the Something Bad because that wasnât something that was going to happen. It already had. âItâs a snow day!â
That, however, definitely made the short list. But after marshalling a few more brain cells, Mala decided that, nope, that wasnât quite it, either.
Not that this wasnât bad enoughâif it were trueâsince that meant, being as the kids were already off for Thanksgiving Thursday and Fridayâ¦and Saturday and Sundayâ¦sheâd only have two kid-free days to do five days worth of work. Swiping her hair out of her face, Mala hiked herself up on one elbow,trying to get a bead on Carrieâs beaming, bobbing face. Her curls were a radiant blur in the almost iridescent glow in the many-windowed, converted porch she used as her bedroom.
âYouâre kidding, right?â
âUh-uh. We got like a million feet of snow in the yard! You can go look! I already listened to the radio and they said the Spruce Lake schools were closed! We donât have any scho-ol, we donât have any scho-ol!â
Mala suppressed a groan as she glanced at the clock radio by her bed. Seven-ten. Far too early for so many exclamation points.
In footed, dinosaur-splashed jammies, Lucas unsteadily tromped across the bed, dropping beside Mala with enough force to rattle her teeth. âIâm cold,â he said, wriggling underneath the down comforter next to her, his beebeeâas heâd christened his baby blanket at eleven monthsâfirmly clutched to his chest.
âItâll warm up in a few minutes,â Mala said.
Carrie skootched down on Malaâs other side, planting her ice-cold feet on Malaâs bare calf.
âCripes, Carrie!â
âThe heatâs not on.â
Damn. The furnace pilot mustâve gone out again. That made the second time this week. Not that it was that big a deal to relight it, but she supposed she couldnât put off having somebody come out to give the ancient furnace a look-see any longer. Especially as she had a tenant. A tenant who, bless him, hadnât yet complained about freezing his butt off in the mornings.
A tenant who, bless him, had made himself scarce since the night he moved in.
Except in her dreams.
Lucas snuggled closer, smelling of warm little boy and slightly sour jammies. Ah, yesâ¦reality. As in, kids and clients and recalcitrant furnaces and laundry and meals to fix and motherâs and brotherâs and well-meaning friendsâ worried looks to dodge. And vague, itchy-icky feelings of impending doom.
Running away sounded
Stefany Valentine Ramirez