until she felt herself being lifted and heard Dennis say, âNow weâve got her up, I can manage her. Take the pail, Stan, and empty it in the ditch right at the end. Iâll carry Kathie to the house.â
âAre you sure? She must have got pretty heavy.â
âSheâs coming round. Weâll manage.â
Kathie was making a huge effort to gather her wits. Why was she being carried?
âCan walk,â she tried to say, but her mouth seemed to have a will of its own and didnât want to shape the words. And her back felt as though it had broken in two.
âYou must have tripped,â she heard him say.
âGround . . . kept moving . . .â At least her voice was coming back and she reached up to put her arms around Dennisâs neck in an attempt to ease her weight. âToo heavy . . . can walk.â As reason returned she was conscious that he was getting breathless so she wriggled to get to her feet. âPut me down . . . honestly.â
He stood her on her feet, keeping his arm around her.
âHave you hurt yourself? You mustnât carry that bucket. You should call me, or get one of the boys.â
âIt wasnât that.â It was no use; she couldnât hide it from him. âIt was because my back hurts. I expect everyone feels the same. Itâs probably just the way the baby is lying.â Sounding so strong and brave had been an enormous effort, but she couldnât keep up the pretence. âDen, suppose something is wrong with the baby. Itâs . . .â Whatever it was was lost as she leant against him burying her face against his shoulder.
âWhy didnât you tell me? One of the boys could have done the pig.â As he spoke he was holding her against him with one arm and with the other hand rubbing her back.
âIt canât be the baby starting to come, can it? Itâs not due for more than six weeks. It canât be, can it?â He heard the fright in her voice.
âItâs possible I suppose.â He made sure his voice had a ring of confidence, even though he was gripped with fear for something so far from his knowledge. âSome people get their dates wrong, so Iâve heard.â
âI didnât get it wrong. My last period started on Good Friday. Oooh!â Her exclamation escaped before she could stop it.
âArms round my neck; Iâm getting you indoors. Then Iâll send young Bert to bring Nurse Cox.â And with almost superhuman strength he hoisted her back into his arms and carried her to the house at what was nearly a run. Leaving her bent double in her chair he went to find Bert Delbridge and send him on his mission.
When he got back into the cottage there was no sign of Kathie.
âKathie! Where are you? Kathie!â he yelled up the stairs then, getting no reply, took them two at a time in his quest to find her. Then downstairs again. âKathie! Where the hell are you, Kathie?â
Thatâs when he noticed the door of the old earth closet was open. He found her there, leaning weakly against the wall.
âCouldnât you manage the stairs? Poor old Kathie. Come on love, Iâll get you up to lie on the bed. Nurse Cox will be here soon, Bertâs gone to get her.â Her answer was a silent, convulsive movement she couldnât control as she retched. âYou feel sick? This place is enough to make anyone feel sick. Come on, love, letâs get you upstairs.â
â. . . was the pigsty . . . the smell . . . itâs all over my Wellies . . . couldnât pull them off.â
What a moment for him to remember the first time heâd seen her, a girl like no other. Slim, a picture of health, her eyes so clear and luminous, her wide bright smile. It hurt him to see what time had done to her. Even the rich chestnut of her hair seemed no more than dingy brown, her skin looked weathered and yet there was nothing to hint at a healthy outdoor life,