sleep as she had often done in their nursery days when anything had happened to disturb or frighten her. She jumped out of bed, caught up her dressing-gown without stopping to put it on, and ran barefoot into Cathyâs room.
There were just the three bedrooms in the Little House, and because they had no maid they could have one each. When Bill stayed he got the drawing-room sofa, and said it spoilt him for his hard London bed. Cathyâs room looked to the garden. The window stood wide to a cloudy sky and a soft, damp air.
Susan shut the door behind her and felt her way to the bed. She had reached the foot, when she heard a smothered sob. She was on her knees in a moment, holding Cathy close and speaking her name.
âCathyâwhat is it? Are you ill?â
The little figure trembled. A shaky voice said, âOh, Susan!â and was choked by another sob.
âMy lamb, what is it? Tell Susanâââ
âItâitâwas a dreamâa horrible dreamâââ
Susan had both arms round her, rocking her like a baby.
âSilly little thing! A dream isnât anything to be frightened about. Itâs gone. Youâve waked up, and Iâm here. Everythingâs all right. Would you like the light?â
âNot with youâââ There was a long quivering breath. âLovely to wake up. But oh, I wish I didnât dream.â
âYou havenât done it for a long time, have you? And itâs not trueâitâs never true, darling.â
âItâs just as bad while it lasts,â said Cathy. She sat up and clutched at Susan. âIt was a most horrid dream about being in a cage. I was locked in, and I couldnât get out, and they came and pointed at me through the bars. It was just as bad as if it was true, because as long as you donât wake up it is true in the dream.â
She shook so much that the whole bed shook too.
Susan said âNonsense!â in a brisk voice. She leaned sideways, found a box of matches, and lit the candle. It showed Cathy very much as the nursery candlelight had showed her when she was eight years old and afraid of the dark, like a little white ghost with her hair damp on her forehead and her hands clenched together under her chin.
âThereâthatâs better,â said Susan. âYou donât wake right up in the dark. Shall I make you a cup of tea?â
âNoâdonât goâââ There was another of those long breaths. âIâll be all right again soon, butâstay a little. I donât want it to come back.â
Susan said, âIt wonât.â
She put on her blue dressing-gown and came and sat on the bed, her hair loose on her neck and golden in the candlelight. She had been lying on her side before she woke, and that cheek was warmly flushed. Her eyes were very kind, and soft with sleep. Cathy looked at her and said,
âI donât want you to be cold. Itâs going away. Stay just a little.â
âIâm not cold,â said Susan.
âItâs really going. I think that woman frightened me. She wasnât like anyone Iâve ever talked to before. There was something fierce about her. I expect thatâs what made me have that dream.â
Susan said, âSilly little thingâââ in a warm, sleepy voice. The candlelight flickered in her eyes, the flame had a halo round it. She blinked, and heard Cathy say as if from a long way off,
âDid you know he was married, Susan?â
It was like cold water in her face. The drowsy feeling left her. She said,
âOh, yesâhe told me. But they are divorced.â
Cathy said, âOh!â The frightened feeling touched her again. She said in a whisper,
âWhen did he tell you that?â
âDay before yesterday, when I came up about the lily pond.â
âWhy did he tell you?â said Cathy, still in that whisper.
There was no sleep in Susan