Women and Men by Joseph McElroy Read Free Book Online Page B

they turn," because we have found upon turning that there’s light that likes that, inside us, it makes sounds during eye contact and in turn finds others nearby who have just turned as well, though not necessarily to us—"as long as they," now continues the child formula from the next room, "turn it on!" This plus the cheer that accompanies the everyday discovery of the light that is cast by ice cream in the refrigerator.
    We’re getting warmer. Harder than double-checking the god is double-checking a checklist for desensitizing the room of a "breather" with a known-to-unknown allergy. Ready: damp cheesecloth over forced-hot-air inlet; no auras; no toys or stuffed animals, no pennants, no books or bookshelves, no rug, no pillows made of mold-prone foam rubber, no chenille bedspread; no ornately carved furniture; no flowers; no large, luminous reptiles; use powerful tank-type vacuum cleaner (a good buy) and vacuum the vacuum before using, and (hear?) always air the room after vacuuming, and (hear?) never ever vacuum with a breathing child in the room.
    Which child? One of them is a breather, one a bleeder, which is which? Let’s not take any chances. Shall we listen to them?
    We wanted to hear voices. And then we did, but while the voices were promising and boiled down from a cloud of near-angel voices (awfully like ours on a good day) to now and then one voice, they proved to be a band of tortured archaeologists, or anthropologists anyhow: pros, but tortured by doubts and with a pair of earphones at the ready, you see they were sitting on top of something big, they knew of a hidden city and they were sitting on top of it. But they found themselves tortured by professionals in a room and a next room, above a dungeon in the Southern Hemisphere, rooms fitted only with bare needs, an outlet for the earphones, a chair to be seated in, a floor to be stood up on, familiarity waiting to receive routine, plus the sound of the sea and, for those who don’t smoke, the old smell of the sea’s cool sweat down your own little wormhole’s thread.
    While this other was going on, we didn’t think much of opera. Opera was high-classical singing in a second language. It wouldn’t go away, we found, and the stars meeting and proliferating onstage spread their arms taking curtain calls before a giant meaning of brocade, the three women, princess, kavalier, and bride, and the bass baron puffing in preparation possibly for a seizure. The weight of the world can be negotiated—is not this the music, the lordly loveliness ongoing on and on of opera?
    They turn to each other, baron and kavalier, a smiling moment between singers. Tonight is an articulated structure that gives play to a multiplicity of small-scale units. They turn away together into the broad face and mouth of the audience. They are female and male—separate as we already recall the music being from the plot, but electric magnetic singers.
    But what memorable thing did the infamously gifted general officer of a South American republic’s navy say to our diva offstage a few minutes hence when she had feared he might extract from her her secret the tapeworm? It was her autograph he wanted, raising the Japanese pen, that’s all, her signature. And as she was reminded of the Ojibway-Sioux medicine man now long since back in Mille Lacs, she saw over the mufti officer’s (the civil villain’s) shoulder her breathless doctor entering backstage with a host of silver roses, and she answered her military admirer in translation, "Oh—autograph me." But when on bended knee the mufti officer now made to write across one satin thigh of her kavalier breeches, she raised him telling him softly to take her literally and then she introduced the physician her long-time friend who now materialized and tilted his head at her for he was off balance asking her without words if their secret had fared well. "Supper?" he murmured, old intimate that he must be at this moment, coveting hours of