them to stay. Hen
was getting restless, so they took off. When Tully got backâhe just told me thisâhe took
May out to dinner and had a long imploring talk with her of the kind I had plannedââ
âSo May was alone for better than an hour.â
âBy golly, so she was!â When Sadd gets sarcastic, he tends to overdo it. âCompletely
alone and unprotected! And whoever came in during that convenient hour and forced her
own prescription stuff down her throatââ
âOh, for heaven's sake let me get some rest.â I turned over and closed my eyes. âAnd
you'd better do the same or you know what's going to happen; you're going to fall asleep
at that wake tonight.â
âI sincerely hope so,â said Sadd and went off. Scrabble ... Mah-Jongg ... Pinochle ... So
many ways to kill people. You can wait and watch, then appear suddenly from across the
years or across the street, and you can bully or blackmail or threaten or lament, and
you can leave, as guilty of someone's self-destruction as if you had slain her where she
stood. It would be murder, murder that worked , just as Ellen's murder, if there
had been one, had worked for fifty years ... fifty years ... fifty years...
I realized dimly, joyfully, that I was falling asleep. Could it really be possible?âthat
lovely lifting, swimming, floating.... Was I actually to have a priceless interlude of
nothingness? Even my feet, cold since my arrival, were warm.... Maybe I'm dying, I
thought lazily. But warm feet ? This was heaven in advance. I moved them and the
warmth shifted and meowed. Loki! Oh, darling cat, you found me! I'd reach down and
stroke you but I'm gone ... I'm really gone....
The door opened.
âGran, why do monkeys wear green suspenders to bed?â
7
I LOVED THE KITCHEN OF THIS HOUSE, AN OBLONG room in the center of which Tina had put an
old refectory table and wooden chairs. She and Henry had âmodernizedâ (a word Sadd
refuses to use) only to the extent of the appliances; big windows and old-fashioned
cabinets remained. The pantry housed a small black-and-white television to which Hen was
allowed to repair, providing the volume was kept down to candle power.
He sat there now on a stool, and beside him sat Loki, who made an occasional decrepit
pass at Hen's pizza and was rewarded with tendrils of cheese. The rest of us sat at the
table munching our own delectable slices, conscious that Tully's presence made us less
comfortable than we'd been with just each other. He talked incessantly, devouring the
pizza, his thin legs crossed and sliding around on the wooden seat of his chair.
âThank heaven I'm out of May's apartment. I'd have gone batty before long what with the
police and the coroner and calls from other people in the place.â
Henry said: âYou saved us all that, Tully.â
âGlad I could. Your wife's call was the only nice one. You certainly married a mighty
kind little lady, Henry.â Managing to sound both courtly and corny, Tully beamed at
Tina.
So he hadn't just shown up: Tina had invited him. Typical.
She said quickly: âI'm glad you could get a cab in this weather.â
âIt wasn't too bad in Manhattan. You caught it worse here. Is there any more of that
great coffee? Actually, I love the snow. I guess I'm just a confirmed old Yankee. I
brought an extra vest for you, Sadd. A wool one.â
âThank you. It should fit fine,â said Sadd. âNot more than twenty pounds difference
between us. I'll wear it with Henry Gamadge's overcoat and be the fashion plate of the
wake tonight.â
âSpeaking of tonightââHenry was pouring coffee all aroundâ"let me make a little speech:
We five are in a rather unique positionââ
âYou don't qualify âunique,'â said Sadd. âYou can't be âratherâ unique or âveryâ