pointless.
They had no future together.
They couldnât.
Max let his hand fall away and stretched out next to her, making sure not to brush against the inviting warmth of her body. He lay there, staring sightlessly ahead, waiting for sleep to come. He both hated and craved sleep, for while it granted oblivion, it also meant darkness and dreams.
More darkness.
CHAPTER THREE
Z OE woke slowly to sunlight, felt it stream over her sheet-covered body and warm her face. She kept her eyes closed, enjoying the warmth as she stretched slowly, languorously, the satin sheet cool against her bare skin.
She was naked.
In an instant the memories rushed back, tumbling through her mind, making her smile. Her body still hummed with satisfaction; her heart felt full.
Last night ⦠Last night had been wonderful.
She opened her eyes; sunlight streamed in from the wall of windows, bathing the room in cheerful morning light, slanting golden shafts across the empty bed.
Max was gone.
Zoe was surprised it had taken her this long to realise it; his absence was enormous, as if there was a great jagged hole next to her instead of an empty expanse of navy satin. Slowly she pulled the sheet around her, tucking it firmly across her breasts. Still, it trailed across the floor, and as she stepped over her scattered garments from last night she almost considered pulling them on, but then couldnât bear to do such a thing, for somehowâunreasonably perhapsâit relegated last night to something tawdry and temporary, and she didnât think it was.
Hoped it wasnât.
Was she simply being naive?
Last night sheâd wanted to forget who she was, what she was, in Maxâs arms. She had, and amazingly, sheâd woken feeling new. Different.
In Maxâs arms sheâd felt whole. Healed.
Loved.
Now she realised she was being ridiculous. She barely knew the man; he certainly didnât know her, just Zoe. Could one nightâone amazing nightâreally change that?
Zoe slipped into the living room, the morning light making the room seem all the more sparely chic and austere. And empty. Max wasnât there. She looked in the kitchen, peeked in two other bedrooms, a study, a library and a dining room with a table that looked able to seat twentyâbut probably never sat a soulâand couldnât find him anywhere.
Had he actually left ?
She stood in the middle of the library with its walls lined with leather-bound books, a huge mahogany desk in one corner. A scent of leather and pipe tobacco hung faintly in the air, and for a moment Zoe was reminded with painful force of home, of her father.
Oscar.
Uncertaintyâand fearâgnawed at her.
She gazed around, the sheet slipping slightly, pooling in inky satin around her feet, and then she saw him.
Of course, he was outside. Sheâd glanced out at the terrace when sheâd first entered the living room and hadnât seen him, but now she saw it wrapped around the entire apartment, and he was on the other side, through the dining room.
She crossed the two rooms, the sheet trailing behind her in a dark river, and opened the doors that led out to the terrace.
âThere you are.â She spoke lightly, but still she heardâand feltâthe uncertain wobble in her tone. Felt the flutter of fear in her heart. Max was seated at a wrought-iron table, a thick ceramic mug of coffee cradled between his palms. He looked lost in thought, and he glanced up only as she came to stand near him, feeling a bit ridiculous wrapped in a sheet.
Why on earth hadnât she put her clothes on?
âHere I am,â he agreed, and Zoe couldnât tell a thing from his tone.
âDid you make coffee?â she asked, making sure to keep her voice light. âI didnât smell any in the kitchen, but Iâm gasping for aââ
âI made it hours ago. Itâs cold.â Now she was able to recognise his tone, and it was frighteningly