jumps off the chair, knocking over a stack of papers. My dad twists in his seat and spots me, frozen, in the doorway.
Itâs too late to flee, so I push open the door and march in, like I was planning on visiting him all along. I draw near his desk. How can I find out who heâs talking to? Iâm pretty sure it isnât his boss. âUh, Dad, I was wondering if you could help me with something.â
It sounds suitably vague. My brain is cranking hard, trying to figure out what he can help me with. It doesnât matter, because my dad frowns like the answer is no.
âNot now, Kate! Havenât I told you to knock first before you come in?â
He looks flustered, then tries to smile, not quite meeting my gaze. âAsk me a little later, okay? Iâm kind of busy right now.â
I shrug. âOkay.â
Heâs holding the phone, waiting for me to leave. I trudge out and hear the door firmly click shut behind me.
âItâs the weekend,â I mutter to Wilma as I scratch her ears. âWhy is he working on a Saturday? And what is he keeping secret?â
If this were a movie, Wilma would be a talking dog and tell me everything she heard while my dad was on the phone. Itâs not, though, so she just licks my hand.
As I think about his strange behavior, it hits me with a nasty jolt that my dad has been holing up in the den and talking on the phone a lot lately. And heâs called my mother from the office several times and told her he has to work late. I never gave it a second thought. Now I wonder. What is he really doing, and who is he talking to?
I donât want to think about why heâs acting this way. My dad would never do that, I tell myself, but I canât bring myself to say what tha t is.
I watch him at dinner that night as he talks to Derek about baseball. He catches my eye and smiles at me.
âWhat do you think, Kate? Will the Cubs go all the way next year?â
âNah,â I answer. âNot a chance.â
âYes they will!â Derek bellows. Heâs a big Chicago Cubs fan.
âYou say that every year,â I point out.
My dad laughs and smiles at my mother. Somehow, I feel relieved. He couldnât act so normal with us if he was doing something wrong. Those few sentences I heard could have been about anything.
Plus, I have plenty of other things to worry about, like Alyssa. She calls my cell phone later that night.
âSorry about today,â she says right away. âI know we were acting like idiots.â
âYeah, you kind of were,â I say, trying to keep it light.
âItâs just, I sort of feel sorry for Lydia. When we were in the park the other night, she was talking about her parentsâ divorce. I guess her dad had a midlife crisis or something. Now her mom is always saying nasty things about him and how heâs a lowlife.â Alyssa pauses. âAnd I guess he kind of is because he had a girlfriendâthatâs why they divorced. Lydia canât stand her. And now her sister, Shannon, is in high school, and I guess sheâs crawling out her window and running around every night drinking with her friends.â
My jaw drops open. âShe told you all that?â
âYeah, everybody left to go shoot hoops, but we stayed and talked. Can you believe that? I never thought of Lydia Merritt having problems.â
âYeah, she always seems so...loud, like everythingâs great.â
âAnyway, I wanted to make sure she had fun, you know?â
I nod, then I realize she canât see me. âYou should have told me.â
âWell, she asked me not to say anything, so you have to promise not to tell anyone.â
âYou know I wonât.â My head is spinning from so much information. It all makes sense now. Iâm hugely relieved, but Iâm also a little jealous. Alyssa probably told Lydia about her parentsâ divorce, too. Itâs like she and Lydia