awareness of his size, and how easy it was to recall every detail of their kiss, she struggled to remember her reason for being at his home. âI, um, brought you a book, but left it in the bathroom.â Hitching her thumb that way, she said, âIâll go get it.â
âLet me,â he said, already halfway there. âYou have a seat.â
She did, but mostly because of her rubbery knees than because heâd asked.
âThis is great,â he called from the hall. Entering the living room, he flipped through the glossy pages.âI ordered one online, but it hasnât come. Whereâd you find it?â
âYard sale. It was only a quarter, but I thought you might enjoy thumbing through.â
âI will. Thanks. Ethiopia doesnât get a lot of coverage on travel sites.â
âAre you afraid of violence?â
âIâd be lying if I said I wasnât. Iâll be working with a major oil player, though, so there will be security.â He sat on the opposite end of the sofa to her, still leafing through his gift. âThe poverty aspect is tough, too. It bothers me that weâll have the latest in gadgetry and freeze-dried gourmet when the locals are barely scraping by. But then on the flip side, our base camp is set up at a safari resort. Up until researching this trip, I never wouldâve thought anyone went to Ethiopia on vacation. Turns out itâs a beautiful country.â
âHmmâ¦â Reflective, with her hand over her tummy, Natalie said, âAll in all, it still sounds like a wonderful adventure, which is why Iâm so miffed with your mom. She called you horrible and selfish for leaving.â
His only reaction was to shrug. âSheâs told me her opinion to my face. At first, it stung. Now, Iâm over it.â
âStill⦠Have you considered letting her in on your reasons for leaving?â
âNext topic.â He added a couple logs to the fire. âIn general, how was the party?â
âThe usual. Over-the-top food, decorations and conversation. When I left, Daisy was counting how many times sheâd seen contractor âcracksâ at her new house. They had to tear down the new north wing and start over.â
He winced. âMakes me doubly glad I missed it.â
âIf you donât mind my asking,â she said, âwhy didnât you at least want to spend time with your brothers?â
Stretching out his legs and crossing them at the ankles, he took his sweet time to answer. âSuffice to say itâs complicated.â
âI do have my masterâs in counseling.â
He snorted. âThat your not-so-subtle way of comparing my brainpower to that of a third grader?â
âWyatt, Iâm serious.â Though the rain outside fell harder, his complexion appeared red and overheated. âI get that your issues must be like a slow death inside, but you canât run foreverâwell, you could, but youâd miss out on a lot.â
âMasterâs or not,â he said, âfeel free to drop it. Youâre making me wish Iâd never told you.â
âSorry.â
âAre you?â he snapped. âYou sit there judging me when you already have the one gift I never will. Think about it.â
Throat tight, Natalie sighed. She slipped on her shoes and coat and made it all the way to the door without him saying a word.
Sheâd just stepped back out in the rain when Wyatt called, âHey, Nat?â
âYes?â Was it wrong for her to hope heâd repair the gaping hole now between them?
âThanks again for the book, but itâs probably best you donât come around anymore.â
Chapter Four
âLook how big youâre getting.â
Thanksgiving morning, Wyatt glanced over his shoulder as he crouched in front of his motherâs fireplace. Josie patted Natalieâs growing baby bump and for whatever reason, the