what you were doing. Donât get dramatic on me.â
Immediately Iâm angry, and just as quickly, I try to squash it. âSimeonâ¦shut up, okay? I am not dramatic. You havenât just showed up here in, like, weeks. Since last semester.â
âYeah, well.â Sim gives a dismissive shrug. âYou know how it is. People get busy.â
âYeah, well,â I mimic him, âpeople get sick of being blown off.â Then I practically choke. I canât believe the words just came out of my mouth.
Simeonâs eyebrows rise again. âWow. Iâm sorry, Laine. I didnât know you felt that way.â
My face is prickling hot. How could he have not known I felt that way? âYeah, well,â I say again lamely, and turn back to the counter.
âSeriously.â Sim reaches out and taps me on the shoulder. âI mean it, Laine.â
I shrug. âItâs okay.â
âSo, weâre cool?â Sim taps me again.
âYeah.â The word comes out thickly. Iâm embarrassed at how emotional a little apology makes me. I clear my throat and deliberately change the subject.
âWe might as well go ahead and cut this, huh?â
âYeah? Do we have ice cream?â
âWeâ again. âYou know where it is.â
The bread is far too hot and crumbly, and I can hardly make the slices come out of the pan intact. Saint Julia must be sighing deeply right now, but all I want to do is fill our mouths and stop talking. Hearing Simeon say heâs sorry has me feeling oddly off balance, since heâs not the type to apologize for anything. I want to be angry, to fight this out, but after an apology, it makes me look bad. Itâs hard to let it go.
I serve up a slice of banana bread in a bowl. Sim adds a scoop of vanilla bean ice cream. We slide into seats at the kitchen table, spoons poised, and begin.
âWhat do you think?â
âItâs good,â Sim assures me around a mouthful of crumbs. âNot too sweet, good spicinessâ¦Iâd give it an eight out of ten.â
âOnly an eight? Whatâs wrong with it?â I glance up sharply.
âNeeds frosting.â Sim smiles and shovels another bite into his mouth.
Right
. Frosting. On
banana bread
. I roll my eyes. Sim is one of those people who put salt on their food before they taste it. In short, I donât know why I even asked.
Simâs spoon scrapes the bottom of his bowl. âI tell you I got a job?â
âNo. Where?â
âAt the little coffee shop near the Fourth Street freeway exit. Theyâve got chai lattes.â
âSoy? Youâre working at Soy to the World?â I frown and sip my drink. âTheir chai is great, but their scones are awful. Why would you want to work there?â
Sim smacks his forehead. âI knew Iâd forgotten something! At the interview, I meant to ask what the heck was up with their scones.â
I catch myself smiling. âAll right, donât start with me. What I mean is, why are you working?â The Kellers arenât stingy with their money. Sim has always had more stuff than anyone.
âIâm saving up for an apartment,â Sim confides, taking another chunk of bread. âIâm thinking Iâll move out by the end of the semester.â
âAn apartment? Huh.â I twist my spoon. âYour parents are letting you?â
Sim makes an exasperated noise. âLetting me? Please. Iâm eighteen in two months. They canât stop me.â
Simeon takes another scoop of ice cream. âYou know how it is, Laineâyou just get to the point when you need your own space. Iâm sick of my parents snooping around, treating me like Iâm still some little kid. We just need some distance.â
I nod a bit. I guess I can see needing distance from Simâs parents. In middle school, Mr. and Mrs. Keller were the type of parents that are all about their kidsâ