across my motherâs face. Why is Simeon in her daughterâs bed? Should she ask him to stay? Should she hurry him away? Whatâs going on?
âWeâre just watching old sci-fi,â I babble to fill the silence. â
Buck Rogersâ¦
you know. Bad costumes.â
âI see.â She directs her dark glance at me, riffling her fingers through her cropped natural hair and sighing. I can read words in her expression.
Elaine Seifert, you will explain this later.
âYouâre on at five-thirty?â I ask Simeon, turning slightly toward him.
âYep. You coming out?â
I glance at my mother. She doesnât look like sheâs up to me going across town to hang out at Simâs new job. Not tonight.
âNah. See you tomorrow, huh?â
âRight. Bye, Mrs. S.â
âIt was so good to see you, Simeon,â my mother says tiredly, then her genteel Southern instinct bursts forth in ultra-politeness. âPlease donât rush off on my account. I brought back some fresh rolls from the restaurant.â
Simeon grins. He knows when heâs got my mother off balance. âI think Iâve cleaned you out of sweets again,â he says, giving her a charming glance that never fails to thaw her. âIâd better go while you might still let me come back.â
My mother, predictably, gives a wry smile and shakes her head. Today, though, her smile doesnât quite reach her eyes as she turns back toward me.
Sim thanks me for the banana bread and finishes buttoning his shirt as my motherâs glance goes from my bed to me to the boy who is leaving my bedroom and back to me. As soon as Simeon is gone, I can look forward to Vivianne Seifertâs Twenty Questions. I can tell Sim feels the vibe too, âcause heâs gone before I know it. Coward.
Iâve said before that Mom is pretty cool. I know sheâs reminding herself of this fact as she unbuttons the red cloth fastenings on her chefâs jacket. Her fingers move slowly, and I can practically hear her plotting how this should go.
Mother: Tell me everything.
Daughter: Oh, Mother dear, of course!
âSoâ¦itâs nice to see Sim around,â my mother says conversationally.
Momâs sermons are always worse when she starts out so calmly. âYeah. It was good to hang out. He has a job now at that coffee shop, Soy to the World.â
âThatâs goodâ¦.â Mom trails off, clears her throat. âElaine, Iâmâ¦a little concerned with what I saw today. Iâm going to make some guidelines. About visits.â
âVisits?â I tilt my head and try a look of polite curiosity, feeling the blood coming to my face. âWeâre just hanging out, like always.â
Mom levels a glance at me. âI can appreciate that. It was good to see you with a friend overâ¦.â Hervoice trails away. âYour friends are always welcome here, but as it stands, we need to make some rules for now.â
âRules? Mom.â
âElaine,â Mom says warningly. âOld friends or not, Iâ¦well, I was caught a little off guard byâ¦by a boy in your bed with no shirt on.â
âHe always takes off his shoes over here.â
âElaine.â
I sigh. âHe spilled something on his shirt.â
âAll rightââ Mom lifts a placating hand. âFine. Thatâs not the issue. But I thinkâ¦â Mom clears her throat, plunges in. âHoney, we still need some guidelines. I knowââMom waves her hand over my objectionsââthat you donât need to have the little talk I gave you in the fifth grade. I just want you to be clear in your own head, Elaine, whatâs going on. You donât want to have anyâ¦regretsâ¦about your friendship now that things have changed between you twoâ¦.â
âThey
havenât,
â I snap, my ears heating up. âItâs not like that. Sim doesnât see
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