lashes there, no wide-open soft baby blues, just sharp shards of toffee slicing through him assessingly.
Not always, though. Sometimesâlike when sheâd been in his house, watching cartoons with Rory, or after heâd painted the room and sheâd lifted her hand and touched his hairâthen her eyes had been soft and warm andâ
No. She was his boss, and heâd do well to remember it. And, please, God, nothing would happen tonight to shake her faith in his ability or make her question giving him the jobâ¦
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âFreya, I have to go, darling.â
âNo!â
âYes. Iâm sorry, sweetheart. Weâll do something lovely at the weekend.â
âNot go!â she sobbed, clinging to him, and he handed her, screaming, to his mother, ran down the stairs and walked out of the door, blinking back the tears that had come from nowhere.
Her wails followed him out to the car, and he shut the door and started the engine to drown out the heart-rending sound. Sheâd get used to it. The trouble was theyâd had too much time together, and she wasnât used to him leaving her. Sheâd stop crying soon. Sheâd probably stopped already.
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âPenny for them.â
He scrubbed a hand through his hair and sighed. âOh, nothing, Jo. Freya was a bit miserable when I left her,â he confessed.
âFreya?â
âMy daughter.â
âCanât your wife comfort her?â
He looked at the SHO, her eyes red with exhaustion as they snatched a much-needed coffee in a quiet moment, and for some reasonâtiredness, probablyâhe told her about Beth. Nothing much. Very little, really. The bare bones, but it was enough.
âThatâs such a shame. Iâm really sorry.â
âYeah. Thanks. My motherâs with them, so itâs not like leaving them with a stranger.â
âBut kids are funny. Sheâll get used to it, though.â
His pager sounded, then Joâs, and he sighed and glanced at the little screen. âFinish your coffee. Iâll go down to A and E and see what weâve got. Iâll page you if we need Theatre.â
He made his way to A and E, and found Tom Whittaker, the consultant on duty, in majors. He was working on a young man, inserting a second IV line, and James glanced at the monitor and frowned at the blood pressure.
âBlunt abdominal traumaâwe havenât done a DPL but heâs hypovolaemic. I think youâve got time to get him upstairs, but not much else. Heâs crashing. Apparently heâs been kicked.â
âCharming. Right, letâs get him stabilised and weâll take him into Theatre. Iâll page Jo and get her primed.â
âThe policeâll want to talk to him.â
âWell, weâll have to make sure we keep him alive, then,â he said drily.
They set up fluids and then sent him off on his way to Theatre. Following the trolley, James paused at the door and turned to Tom.
âAre you OK?â he asked, looking at him keenly, and Tom gave a wry smile.
âAh, I just hate violence. Bit too close to home.â
James tilted his head questioningly, and Tom went on, âI was stabbed here by a patient last yearâin April. I nearly bled out. Itâs still a little fresh in the mind.â
A year ago last April. The month his own life had fallen apart. It was, as Tom said, still a little fresh in the mind.
âI can understand that,â he said. âThanks for your help. Iâll keep you posted on this one.â
âDo that.â
It was touch and go, once theyâd opened him up, but there was no point in calling Kate. She wouldnât have got there in time, and anyway he and Jo could manage.
Just about.
Joâs surgical skills were slight, but she was a fast learner and she did as she was told without question, which meant he could rely on her. Always an asset in a crisis.
He removed the manâs
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