ought to be sticks.â
I pick up the guitar. What was the tune I played last night up in the attic?
âYou canât stop her, Bit,â Granddaddy says.
âYou should know, shouldnât you?â Mommaâs words are harsh, but Granddaddyâs mild expression remains unchanged.
âDifferent time, different girl.â
I glance up. âDifferent time, different girl? Granddaddy, whatââ
âWhat about Ricky?â Momma fires at me. âYouâre going to break that boyâs heart.â She fusses with the same wild curl that never does what she wants.
âRickyâs a big boy, Momma,â I say. Although he wasnât in church this morning, which means heâs fishing in the Tennessee River, which means heâs not acting like a big boy but a pouting baby.
âI think we ought to be getting home.â Grip stands. âLet you folks sort this out.â
Take me with you, Grip.
Jeeter whispers to me. âStick to your guns.â He presses a napkin into my hand with a telephone number scrawled on it.
âJeeter,â Momma hollers after him. âIâll thank you to mind your own business.â
Something inside snaps. âSame to you, Momma.â
She steadies herself by gripping the porch post. âDo you think youâre going to waltz into Nashville and magically find the courage to sing before a crowd of strangers? To talk to important people about your songs?â Mommaâs cheeks are flushed and her jaw is tight.
âBit, simmer down,â Daddy says in a low tone.
âDonât tell me to simmer down, Dean.â She looks at him with pleading eyes. âRobin . . . Nashville . . .â
Wearing her debate face, Eliza says, âItâs Robinâs life. She should do what she wants. You seem fine with me going to England. Why canât youââ
âItâs not the sameââ Momma clams up and starts stacking dirty dishes.
With my head down, I echo my resolve. âIâm going, Momma.â Once decided, the idea of staying in Freedom cuts off my air and suffocates my dreams.
With her arms loaded down, Momma goes inside. Seems Iâve won the battle but not the war.
The tension on the porch evaporates as Granddaddy follows Grandma in the house, their heads bent together, muttering, and Daddy talks NASCAR with Uncle Dave and Ty. I bend over the guitar, playing, half listening to Eliza, Arizona, and Dawnie talk about the English summer, half wondering whatâs going on inside Mommaâs head.
Eliza is saying, âMy real goal is to meet a Greek tycoon, fall madly in love, marry impetuously, and sail around the world on his yacht.â
I lift my head. âDonât you need to be in Greece to find a Greek tycoon, Liza?â
Arizona laughs. âI was thinking the same thing.â
âSemantics, ladies, semantics. What you donât know is that I plan to meet him in Paris.â
âParis?â Truth is, if anyone can sweep a Greek tycoon off his feet, itâs my lovely southern sister. Her blue-diamond eyes and innocent smile make the boys go gaga over her as if theyâve found a rare treasure. But they always get their heart broken no matter how gentle Eliza lets them down. Iâm already worried for the Greek tycoon.
The screen door creaks open as Granddaddy returns. âItâs not much, Robin Rae, but Grandma and I want to help out.â He holds out a check.
âWhatâs this?â I read the amount. âA hundred dollars?â I gape at him. âGranddaddy, no, I donât want your money.â
âYouâre giving her money?â Momma steps through the screen door. The garbage bag sheâs holding shakes and crackles. âDaddy?â
âItâs just a little egg money, Bit. A hundred dollars. Donât get all rattled over it.â
Daddy slips his arm around Momma and holds her real close. She is shaking.