A Visible Darkness by Jonathon King Read Free Book Online

half the yard, and blooming jasmine spotted the deepest corner with yellow globs of color.
    Philomena Jackson’s daughter settled into one of the chairs, looked out onto the yard, took a deep breath of the garden air, and began.
    “My momma was a prideful woman, Mr. Freeman. She moved to Florida with her family when she was just a little girl. Her father, my grandfather, was a strong, intelligent truck farmer from Georgia. He could read and write and was good at organizing men of his own color and had little trouble finding work in the bean fields of west Pompano Beach.
    “He could roll through the rows of vegetables in the heat of the day like a big ol’ iron machine, momma said. He could pick and stack as much as three men and smile and hum his way through the gospel dawn to dusk. His family joined him. My mother was in the fields at age seven. Right next to her own momma.
    “It wasn’t long before my grandfather’s organizing talents were recognized, and in the early 1920s he was made a foreman. He knew how to drive a flatbed truck and, starting with his own family, would pick up a dozen or more folks along old Hammondville Road and get them to the fields by sunlight. At the end of the day he would assist with the counting and ledger-keeping so my momma and grandmother would walk back home on the dirt track all the way back to their house and get to making dinner. They made fifteen cents a bushel picking.”
    She paused to refill my cup. I was still considered a newcomer to South Florida, but under Billy’s pushy tutelage, I’d become a fan of the area’s short, barely one-hundred-year history. Ms. Greenwood told the stories with a flawless memory forged of repetition, bedtime recreations and dinner table discussions. I could not see McCane sitting here, with a middle-aged black woman, listening with any form of discerning ear.
    “One day, when Momma was only nine, she and my grandmother went to a store near the railroad track to shop. They’d gone there for years but this day a new owner had taken over. When they got to the front door the man looked up from his counter and said, ‘Ya’ll go round back and they’ll take care of you.’
    “Momma said grandmother just stopped and stared, not uttering a word. The man looked up again. ‘They’s new management now. Ya’ll coloreds got to go round back.’
    “Momma said she could feel grandma’s hand tighten around her own, but nothing came from her lips and finally it was my momma who turned her eyes to the man and said ‘No, sir.’ And they both turned and walked, hand in hand, back to their house.
    “When they told my grandfather, who was by now a respected foreman, he said he’d take care of it. But the women had something else in their heads. In a month they’d set themselves up a wooden building right along the dirt road that led to the fields and stocked it with flour and coontie and molasses and bags of processed cane sugar. Their store was one of the first black-owned businesses in the area and no one, black or white, ever went around to the back door.”
    She looked out in silence into the greenness of her late mother’s yard, then spoke to whatever vision she was seeing there.
    “My momma was not a weak woman, Mr. Freeman. She did not hold much to depending on others. I suppose I should have been strong enough myself to make her come live with me instead of letting her stay in this old house, but she was hardheaded. Too hard- headed for me.”
    I shifted my chair, using the scraping sound to bring her back.
    “Did she ever mention this life insurance deal to you? Explain why or how she came to sell it?”
    A wry grin came to the corner of her mouth and she slowly shook her head.
    “I’d like to say I should have known, but I didn’t have any idea such a thing could be done. About three years ago, I must have been whinin’, tellin’ Momma about trying to get the money together for my son’s freshman year at the university. I was