a question? Okay, what was going on here? I didnât even know this guy, and my heart was slightly racing. I didnât like being out of control. I shouldnât forget that he was a smart mouth and an unpleasant worm.
âWeâve covered four chaptersâthatâs enough for today,â I said as I grabbed my book, trying to gather myself.
âYeah, I guess itâs time for us to go. What am I thinking? I canât give you extra time.â
We both stood at the same time, and though he towered over me, we were close. It seemed like our bodies wanted to mingle, but that couldnât happen. He was the tutor; I was the student. No line could be crossed. So, without saying anything, we walked out of the classroom and went our separate ways. I took a deep breath, thinking, What in the world was that all about? Wow.
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The nearby sister chapter was having a back-to-school jam. It was supposedly an annual affair for them. The girls in my Western Smith chapter were a little uneasy about going because they hadnât had any interaction with the sister chapter since the sister chapter had lost a member in the hazing car accident last semester. I was in the car with Hayden, Bea, and Sharon on our way to the jam.
âPenelope goes to school up here now,â Hayden said. âOh, Alyx, sorryâPenelope is our former chapter soror who got suspended for hazing us.â
âSheâs in grad school here?â Sharon said.
âYep.â
âWow, thatâs great,â Bea said.
âSheâs supposed to be having some kind of preparty for us at her place,â Hayden said.
âWith drinks and stuff?â Bea said as she looked at me.
âI am not going to be all wild,â I responded.
âOh, we know youâre not. You ainât drinking nothing,â Bea joked. âEveryone else in the car is a seniorânot you, Miss Margarita.â
âHa, ha, ha, ha, ha,â I joked.
When we got to her place, there were Betas from the other school. Everyone gave hugs, and the sorors said they were still coping with the death of Rose from the car accident. They said they still missed her but were doing better. I hadnât gone through all that with them, so I felt left out. I found a couch and just sat.
Hearing words of their loss made me sad as I thought about my mom. Yeah, she was here now, but how would I feel when she was gone? Could I cope? Could I get through my pain? Could I keep on going?
Then this guy plopped down beside me. I could tell his larger body wasnât that of a female without even looking up.
âWhy you looking so glum?â the husky voice said in my ear.
âWhy do you care?â I said and then wanted to take back those words when I locked eyes with Cody Foxx.
âItâs you,â I said with excitement I couldnât explain.
âYep, itâs me.â
Calming myself, I said, âI thought nerds didnât do anything but study. Youâre forty miles away from campus at a sorority party. What are you doing here?â
âWhat are you doing here?â he asked.
âIâm a Beta.â
âI never would have thought that.â
âWhy? Because Iâm Spanish?â I said as my neck rolled. âIt isnât only an African American sorority, you know? Plus, I didnât pledge here.â
âOh, I didnât mean you shouldnât be a Beta because of your ethnicity. I meant because Betas get their work done, and you ... well ... need I say more?â
He was trying to make a joke, but he wasnât funny. I had a lot going on, and I thought for a second he would be a breath of fresh air. But maybe he wasnât all that different from all the other guys.
âI put my foot in my mouth big-time. I didnât mean to make you sad again. Youâre too cute to look gloomy,â he said.
Butterflies flew in my belly. Heâd just called me cute. But before I could even