discovered nowâas he noticed the color of her dark brown eyes, so deep and discerningâthat she required a longer look, a more careful study. There was an innocence about her because of her youth, but beneath that soft exterior, almost in full contradiction, there seemed to be a firm, immovable strength that revealed itself gradually. And a stubbornness heâd already experienced firsthand. He could see it as clearly now as he could see the pink ribbon on her lace cap. She looked as if she could survive anything.
He wiped his hands on his breeches as he approached her in the doorway. âIs there something you need, Madeline?â
She held her chin high and prepared to speak, as if she were bracing herself for a scolding for interrupting his work. Had he truly been that surly toward her? With a sharp pang of regret, Adam accepted that he had and promised himself he would try to be less gruff.
âI would like to go to the fort,â she announced.
âWhy? Did you forget something?â Bloody hell, he sounded gruff again.
She seemed to put enormous effort into forming her response, to speak clearly and succinctly and not shrink before his tone. âNo, but I would like to speak with the Ripleys. Or I could send a message, if someone is going that way.â
He leaned a shoulder against the door frame. âNo oneâs going, at least not that I know of.â
âWell, if no one is going, I would like to take a horse myself.â She raised her chin again, almost daring him to say no, and he found himself oddly impressed by her tenacity.
Nonetheless, there was no way on Godâs earth that he would let her ride out into the wilderness alone. âI couldnât let you do that.â
âWhy not? I could find my way. Iâm quite sure I remember the road.â
He backed away from her, then lifted another sack of seed onto his shoulder. ââQuite sureâ isnât good enough. Some of the paths can be obscure. Iâd have to take you myself, but as you can see, Iâm busy.â
He tossed the seed onto the back of the wagon, and Madeline jumped at the loud smack. âThen tell me when.â
âHow about the day after tomorrow?â He went for another sack.
She said nothing, and he had the distinct impression that his answer wasnât the one she was looking for. He felt her determined gaze upon him, watching him pick up the bag of seed and carry it to the wagon.
âIâd like to go sooner,â she said.
He dropped the sack onto the pile, then crossed toward her and leaned against the door frame again. He rubbed a thumb along his stubbled jawline. âWhatâs the hurry?â
âI wish to see about working for the Ripleys.â
Distracted briefly by the wind lifting the wispy curls that had escaped Madelineâs hairpins and now hung loosely at her delicate shoulders, Adam tried notto let his gaze wander downward, for that would lead his eyes to her neckline.
He felt uncomfortable with his awareness of her neckline all of a suddenâand the fact that he was curious about it, for he should not be noticing anything like that in this young woman whom he had known as a child.
He labored to bring his attention back to where it should be: on the situation at hand and her question about leaving to work for the Ripleys. What should he do?
He had already sent his proposal to Diana, whoâif fate was kind this timeâwould arrive before the fall harvest. What would she say if she knew he had not at least attempted to keep her baby sister safe in his home, and well-cared-for?
âThereâs no need to leave.â He did his best to sound hospitable and not quite so ogrelike. âYouâre more than welcome to stay here with us as long as you wish.â
âThank you, but no.â
âNo?â
âNo.â
God, she was like a brick wall. âMiss Oxley, youâre in a strange land. I apologize for
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