theyâve been picking by the railway.â
From the comfort of their living-room above the pub, Hettie and Sadie watched the women drag the sack. âA land fit for heroes,â Hettie remarked, sinking into the shadow of Giant Despair. With an effort she shook herself free. âI dunno, Sadie, thereâs a lot of work to do before we can afford to rest.â Picking up her bonnet and fixing it on her head, Hettie got ready for her long, busy shift at the Mission.
âAnyoneâd think you can do it all single-handed, the way you work yourself to the bone, Ett.â Sadie thought her sister looked worn out. âThem women struggling down there ainât your fault, you know. You shouldnât take on.â
Hettie tied the bow smartly under her chin. âThey ainât my fault, but they are my sisters, Sadie, as sure as you are, and I canât let my sisters suffer in silence. We all gotta work and pray, and ask God to forgive our sins, until we reach the Heavenly gate.â
âAnd I suppose I gotta watch you suffer in silence?â Sadie refused to let the point drop. She knew that Hettie worked herself to the point of collapse on behalf of the poor down-and-outs.
âI ainât suffering,â Hettie protested. âIâm doing Godâs work.â
She looked so pained and surprised that Sadie regretted her sharp tone and went up to her. âI know you are,â she said gently. âAnd Iâm just a horrible sinner, getting at you when I know youâre a hundred times better than me!â
Hettie smiled. âWhoâs counting?â
âI am. Iâm a wicked woman, and donât I know it!â
âHow? How are you wicked?â Hettie linked arms and fondly stroked Sadieâs wavy hair.
âPa thinks I am. The other day he asked Frances not to bring me no more lip-rouge from her chemistâs shop because it ainât ladylike.â Poor Sadie had been kept under strict control since her escapade with Richie.
âAnd what did Frances say?â
âShe told Pa not to be so old-hat. All the girls wear lip rouge these days.â
âSee.â Hettie smiled. âFrances has her head screwed on.â Of the four sisters, Frances was the one they looked up to. Even Duke stood in awe of her since sheâd married Billy Wray, the widowed ex-newspaper vendor, and gone to live with him above the Workersâ Education place in Commercial Street. âYou ainât wicked just because you wear a touch of make-up. Same as the women who come into our shop; they ainât terrible vain things just because they want a dress to look nice in.â
âBut you donât know the half of it,â Sadie told her. Her one serious transgression, the luxurious, forbidden kiss was beginning to worm its way out of her conscience.
âI know one thing.â Hettie glanced at the clock on the mantelpiece. âIâm gonna miss my tram if I donât get a move on.â She gave Sadie a quick smile. âWhy not come to church with me and Ernie tomorrow?â Her hand was already on the doorknob.
Sadie half-nodded and smiled. âIâll think about it.â
But as soon as Hettie vanished downstairs, Sadieâs brooding mood returned. Feeling the urge to shake herself free of it and make herself useful, in a pale shadow of Hettieâs own missionary zeal, she decided to heat some soup and nip down to the depot with it. Rob and Walter would be glad of a warm lining to their stomachs on an afternoon like this. Quickly she set the pan to boil on the range. She put on her broad-brimmed grey hat to keep off the rain, and slipped into a matching wrap-around coat. Then she set the pan inside a linen teatowel at the base of her shopping-basket, tied the towel in a knot to secure the top of the pan, and set off on her errand.
Puddles barred her way when she reached the cinder-strewn yardwhere Rob and Walter garaged their two