her with a smirk, a bully whoâd gotten his way.
âWe will marry on Tuesday morning, leave for Kelton Grange immediately after the vows are done,â he said coldly. âI trust youâll be prepared. You may arrange to have your clothing sent to you, since you will not be returning to London in the foreseeable future.â
She heard an iron door clang shut in her mind, the key to a prison cell turning. There was no point in replying, nothing left to say. She simply stood and watched him leave.
Marianne rushed in moments later, probably from where she had been lurking outside, waiting for Keltonâs departure. Miranda wished her sister had arrived just ten minutes sooner, or even five. Her eyes danced with mischief and curiosity. âWell? Did he like the idea?â she asked. âWe can go and see Mathilde tomorrow ifââ
Miranda swallowed. âWe did not discuss it.â She could not meet her sisterâs eyes, couldnât tell her she would not be going to Carrington Castle, that nothing was the way she expected it to be.
But Marianne was giggling. âThen he kissed you!â she crowed. âDid you like it?â
âMarianne,â Adam warned.
Marianne cast Miranda a look that promised she would pursue the topic in the morning when they were alone, drag every detail from her before sheâd let the matter rest.
Miranda felt sick. âWould you excuse me? Iâm very tired. I think Iâll go straight to bed.â
She rushed out of the room before Marianne could call her back. If she stopped, sheâd burst into tears.
She managed to reach her room and dismiss her maid before the tears spilled over.
She fell on her bed, and sobbed.
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C HAPTER S IX
G ilbert hadnât slept a wink. He could see Mirandaâs face in his mind, and in the dark when he opened his eyes. He had held her, breathed in the soft, tempting scent of her perfume, felt the heat of her body. Heâd wanted to kiss her, and it hadnât helped that he was aware that she wanted to kiss him back.
Heâd been a fool. After listening to Phineasâs concerns about his sisterâs happiness, heâd decided to go and see for himself, speak to her at Lady Enderslyâs ball, dance with her. He was certain heâd know at once if she was unhappy. A look in her eyes, the set of her head, a falseness in her smile would give it away at onceâwouldnât it?
Heâd watched her arrive with Kelton. The earl had scarcely looked at his fiancée, while Gilbert couldnât take his eyes off Miranda. Kelton seemed far more interested in Lady Antheaâs lush bosom. All the while Kelton danced with Miranda, he was also playing flirtatious games with his hostess.
He had watched the hope and expectation fade in Mirandaâs eyes, saw her famous smile slip, watched her shoulders tense. Thatâs when heâd stepped in and asked her to dance.
It had been a terrible mistake.
Holding her was the only thing that had felt right in months. And worse, sheâd bloomed in his arms, her smile restored, her confidence back again. He wanted to waltz her outside into the shadows and kiss her, confess a love he had no right to feel. Kelton would probably call him out for that, and rightly so.
He had lived in the shadows too long, thinking of Miranda Archer and wishing things had been different, that heâd been born a little better-off, or she a little less so.
He couldnât have her. Not honorably, no matter what they felt for each other. Honor was the poor manâs riches. If he squandered that, heâd have nothing.
Nor could he ever forget her. She was imprinted on his heartâthe curve of her throat when she tossed her head, the way she moved, her wit and her intellect and her laugh. The sound of it always shot straight to his groin. He was hard now, even without hope of ever seeing her again, yet he didnât want any other woman.
By dawn,
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