JamaicanâPakistani thing going on most of the time.â
âI can do English,â he said, sniffing.
âYou mean, that accent you do that sounds like the Queen in drag?â I said. âBest not to try too hard, mate. You know, donât overdo it.â
Nothing it seemed was going to dampen Gexâs spirits today, though.
âHey, I have a second cousin in Brooklyn!â he said. âIâm going to go and visit him.â
âYou have an American relative?â
âYeah, Dadâs sisterâs kid, innit.â
âSo this guy in Brooklyn is your fatherâs sisterâs son?â
Gex nodded.
âSo, heâs actually your cousin. Not your second cousin. Your second cousin would be your ââ
âYeah, whatever.â Gex looked impatient now. âDonât go off on one, youâre harshing my vibe, blud.â
âOK. Anyway  â¦Â Iâll probably be busy for a day or two with PR stuff, so that would be a good opportunity for you to catch up with your family.â
Gex grinned. âHe has a âFamilyâ all right.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âHeâs in a gang, innit.â
âHow do you know that?â
âEveryone in the family knows.â
âYou mean the family, or the Family?â
âThe FAMILY,â he said, tapping the side of his nose. â
Capiche?
â
I regarded him dubiously. âGex, maybe itâs not such a good idea for you to get involved with organised crime.â
âI can handle myself,â he said.
âI donât care. Iâm still on probation, remember,â I said. âMs Gunter had to pull a lot of strings to get me permission to go. You canât screw up, youâll bring me down as well.â
âLook, man, be cool. Iâm not going to get involved. It takes years to get accepted into a gang, anyways.â
âGlad to hear it.â
âAnd you have to cap three people before they let you in.â
âAnd weâre only there a week,â I reminded him.
âThough, a lot can happen in a week.â Gex nodded sagely. âKnow what I mean?â
âUnfortunately, Gex,â I said despairingly, âI know exactly what you mean.â
Thursday 9 th May
7.38pm
So I saw Megan at college today, in the common room, for the last time before I leave for New York. It didnât go quite as Iâd anticipated. Megan seemed disappointingly cheerful.
âYouâre going to have such a great time,â she said. âIâm so jealous.â
âWell, you could have come,â I reminded her. âIâd rather be sat next to you than Gex.â
âIâm glad to hear it,â she said. âBut you know why I couldnât come.â
I wasnât sure I did, really.
âIâll miss you,â I said.
âItâs only a week.â
âSo you wonât miss me?â
âOf course. But we can skype?â
I nodded. Another person to remember to skype.
âCentral Park should be pretty this time of year,â Megan went on brightly.
âGoodbye, Megan,â I said.
âWhy are you saying goodbye?â she asked. âWeâre going to the same class.â
Iâd forgotten that.
âYes but  â¦Â I have to go to the toilet,â I said.
âOK, knock yourself out,â she said, raising an eyebrow.
I could have handled that better.
Friday 10 th May
10.34pm
My anxiety/mild OCD issues have kicked in big time. Canât sleep, so I did a dummy pack, made a list, unpacked in order to check everything off against the said list, then repacked. I keep getting up and staring at my luggage â and wondering if Iâve missed anything  â¦Â
This is proper girl behaviour. It has to stop.
The other thing I am worrying about is obviously Gex. Not just because he is Gex, and that means all manner of ill-advised, uncouth and possibly