take a seat. âI donât know what youâve heard, but I just got caught cutting class andââ
âI heard plenty, Williams,â he interrupts.
Uh-oh.
He rubs his buzzed head, something he does whenever heâs feeling stressed. Or angry.
âWell, I wanted to warn you that I might be suspended and have to miss a few games. Iâm really sorry, Coach, butââ
âYouâre not going to miss a few games.â
âIâm not?â
âNope.â
More head rubbing. Maybe itâs not anger after allâmaybe heâs here to support me. âThanks, Coach. But I really want to explain whyââ
âYouâre through, Addie. Youâre off the team for good.â
The words hit me like a soccer ball to the stomach from close range.
âEva told me everything. Youâve been erratic on the field, and Iâve done my best to tolerate it. But I wonât tolerate this. The situations you put her through off the fieldâ¦â
âCoach?â The words barely make it out of my mouth. Iâm not even sure he heard me.
âWho youâre attracted to is none of my business. But the way you treat my players is. You have no right to harass Eva, no matter how you feel about her. As far as Iâm concerned, youâre done.â
 . . .
I walk out of Coach Bergâs office in a daze. I tried and tried to explain what happened, to give him the truth, but he wouldnât listen.
Youâre through, Addie. Youâre off the team for good.
Nothing makes sense. How did this happen?
You have no right to harass Eva.
Me? Harass her?
I go over the conversation again and again. âSheâs lying, Coach,â I tried to tell him. âThatâs not what happened,â I tried to say.
But he wouldnât listen. He wouldnât even let me get the words out.
Save it.
It doesnât make sense. This canât be happening. But I know it is. It already did happen. Iâm off the team. Case closed.
Thatâs when I realize Iâm no longer in the school hallways. Iâm not in the principalâs office either. Iâm in the parking lot.
Actually, this
does
make sense. If Iâm not going to be a soccer player, then thereâs no reason for me to be a student.
I spot my momâs car toward the back of the lot. She must be inside right now with my dad, waiting for me to return from Coach Bergâs office. But Iâm not going back to the principalâs office. Iâm getting out of here.
When I reach Momâs car, I dig in my pockets for the spare key she gave me. I click the unlock button. I put the key in the ignition and turn it.
I donât know where Iâm going. I just know itâs as far away from this school as possible.
I
donât decide where Iâm headed until Iâm well out of town. After unlatching the glove box, I take out my momâs GPS and plug it in.
Dad and I gave Mom the GPS this year for Christmas. Dad paid for it, and I entered the addresses to all the schools in Fraser Highâs conference. Mom works late hours and often canât attend my games. But just in case she got out of work early enough to catch the second half, Dad and I wanted to make finding the field as easy as possible for her.
My first stop is Ironwood, about twenty minutes away, but I only stay long enough to see that the players have started practice. I get back in the car and look up the way to Yeopin Valley. The players there are in their practice gear too. My next destination is Greenridge High, then itâs Cardinal Creek, and then Willow Woods Upper School. Iâm surprised by how quickly I arrive at each school. Pregame jitters always made the bus rides seem longer.
Iâm not sure exactly why Iâm doing this. Nostalgia? Is this a way for me to say goodbye? Whatever the reason, it feels good. Sad but good.
By the time I get to my last stop, Woodvine, the
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