bed.
Are you okay? she asked me.
Im not sure, I told her truthfully. The meds had me pretty groggy.
Of course hes okay, Dad barked from his chair across the room. Dont baby him. Hes sixteen for Gods sake.
Mom looked into my eyes, and our new bond let me know that she was still concerned for me. In the interest of domestic peace, however, she moved away from the bed and sat back down.
What I want to know is what you were doing with that fag anyway, Dad went on as if we were in the middle of a conversation. Your mother said you went out for a walk. You werent meeting him were you?
I closed my eyes and hoped hed get the hint. I didnt feel like dealing with him right now. I hadnt even taken in the fact that Seth was dead, and I had come too close to dying myself. I was still in the freaking, hospital for Gods sake, and all he could do was start interrogating me.Killian, he went on when I didnt answer, If somebody hadnt seen that guy run out of the woods, then you would be dead. I want some answers.
Join the club, I thought. I fumbled around for the call button with my eyes still closed, found it and pushed the button.
Were you meeting him there in the woods? He was relentless. I mean I was in a hospital bed, with a stab 50
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wound, and he was grilling me like a defense witness at one of his trials.
Gary, Mom interrupted, Hes tired, hes hurt, why dont we just let him be for now? You can ask him all these questions later.
Did I ask you? he said to her in his Im-so-calm-it-hurts voice.
I was about to page the nurse again when I heard someone come into the room.
Did someone need me? she asked in a chipper voice,
Oh, I bet I know who it is! Oh great, a perky nurse.
Just what I always wanted.
I opened one eye and couldnt help but open the other one too. She looked amazingly like Britney Spears in a nurses uniform. I wondered if the meds they were giving me were causing me to have hallucinations. If so, I think Id rather deal with the pain.
Are you hurting again? she asked me. If she only knew how much, I thought. Then she went on before I could even answer, Well, we just gave you some pain medication not that long ago, so I cant give you anymore right now. I think you just need some rest. She turned towards my parents and smiled brightly at them.
He really needs his sleep, maybe you could come back later and visit with him. I liked her better already.
Dad glared at her for a second, then stood up and motioned for Mom to come with him. She started after him but paused by my bed for a second, rested her hand on my arm, then followed him out of the room.
Nurse Britney turned her thousand-watt smile on me once they were gone. Is that what you wanted maybe?
she asked.
I managed a chuckle but immediately winced.
Youre good, I told her.
Thanks, but youd be surprised how many kids use that thing to get rid of their parents. she laughed and 51
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started back out the door, If you need anything else, dont hesitate to page me.
And I was alone with my thoughts finally. I was still a bit groggy from the pain medication, but I needed to think. Seth was dead. Someone had killed him and come very close to killing me as well. From what Dr. Murray had said, the police had pretty much closed the case; saying that I had interrupted a mugging. Somehow that didnt make sense to me. I thought about how the killer had frozen when he saw me clearly for the first time. It was right after that when he ran away, almost like he knew me. Hed even cursed. I racked my brain trying to see if I could recognize the voice, but I had been too scared and the voice had just been a whisper.
Then my mind turned to the unthinkable. Why would someone want to kill Seth? Maybe it was just a random killing. It was easier to think about that than think he had been killed for personal reasons.