stomach, and the air rushed out of me with an audible
oof. Almost instantly, searing pain spread through my entire body as I felt my own warm blood gush out.
Id been stabbed.
The person let go of me with the other arm and yanked the knife out. I fell back onto the ground as my attacker sat up over me. I tried to get a look at my as-sailant, but the pain had blinded me. I couldnt make out any facial features. The arm raised again, but then stopped. I lay there looking helplessly up at the faceless monster above me, but I couldnt do anything but whimper.
Shit, the person hissed, then lurched up and took off running.
I didnt move for a few seconds. The pain was all I could think about, and I seemed to be having difficulty breathing. Each breath felt like a whole new stab. I 44
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struggled to sit up, but the pain flashed through my body again, and I felt myself blacking out. I dont want to die, I thought, as the darkness surrounded me. I fought back and managed to get myself onto my hands and knees. I put pressure on the stab wound with one hand and tried to stand up, but my head was spinning too much.
I wanted to scream, but still couldnt seem to get enough air. I was also afraid that the person with the knife would come back and finish me if he realized I was still alive. I looked around for help, but I couldnt see over the weeds. I could see the lights of nearby houses faintly through the trees, but I knew my chances of getting through the underbrush in my condition were next to none. I had better chances of getting found here on the trail. Sometimes, people walked their dogs out here. Then I saw the figure lying on the ground again. I realized it was a person. Maybe I had interrupted a mugging and the victim was just unconscious. Maybe I could wake the person up to get help.
I painfully crawled over to the still figure, every movement bringing a wave of intense agony. I felt like I was going to get sick. As long as I didnt pass out, I didnt care. My shirt was soaked with my blood by this time. I knew I was losing a lot and that was why I was getting so light headed.
Finally, I reached the figures side; it was lying on its side facing away from me, so I grabbed its shoulder and rolled it towards me. As soon as the body fell flat on its back, I knew I wouldnt be waking it up. Its throat had been slashed open, the gash angry and raw. Its amazing the little things you notice in a moment like that. I saw the leaves and small pebbles stuck in the drying blood around the wound, and I wanted to brush them off. It looked unspeakably obscene, as if the gaping slit wasnt obscene enough.
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I felt the blackness swirling around me again and I didnt think Id fight it this time. In the last second before I allowed the darkness to overwhelm me I looked at the face. My last thought before succumbing to the void was, Oh God, not Seth.
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CHAPTER FOUR
It felt as if I were floating. Thats the first thing I remember. Then I became aware of a bright white light that I could see through my closed eyelids. The events leading up to my blackout flooded back into my consciousness and I found myself wishing for the bliss of the darkness again. Then I realized I wasnt in pain. Was I in heaven? I forced my eyes open, but shut them again quickly. The light was blinding. I tried again, a little more cautiously this time.
Well, I wasnt in heaven, not unless they hooked you up to machines and painted their rooms a nasty puke green. When would hospitals ever learn?
Just then, a nurse walked into my field of vision. She was wearing the typical nurses uniform of a brightly colored top over white pants and white shoes. She looked like she was maybe in her 60s, with close-cropped gray hair and a dont-mess-with-me look in her eyes.
Ah, I see youre back with us again, she said, How do you feel?
Im not sure yet. How long was I out? Was I in
Aaron McCarver, Diane T. Ashley