Billionaire's Defiant Mistress by Heather Longton Read Free Book Online Page A

perfect it was and how she would only break the mood if she revealed what it was she so desperately wanted to say – but couldn't. He groaned and whispered her name, kissing her neck as he placed his knees between hers and parted her legs. Then she felt his hardness pressing against her, about to push into her moistened heat. “Carlos...”
    “Yes?” He spoke impatiently, out of breath, as he was becoming lost in his senses and the sense of urgency the moment brought.
    “It's the first time I have done this.” Her voice trailed off. She gave out a gasp of breath as she felt him thrust into her.
    A sense of dread washed over Carlos and he shuddered. But he was in too deep now, and he felt her arms squeeze the side of his body and her hands running along his back briefly before her nails dug into his shoulder blades. He couldn't have stopped now, even if he had wanted to stop. He probably couldn't have pulled away as her grip on him got tighter and her breath heated his neck as she whispered his name.
    Such was her tightness that as he moved inside her he thought he would explode in her at any second. He had to fight to hold himself back using all the skills he had evolved since losing his own virginity at the age of seventeen. In holding off he was able to slowly build Sarah towards her own sweet pleasure, to build within her an intensity and need which would explode before him. Isn't it difficult for a virgin to achieve an orgasm the first time? He wanted to disprove that statistic and would hold himself back as long as he could. Over and over he would reach the edge only to pull himself from the brink and calm himself down.
    Each time he did he would continue a little slower and more deliberately, watching her and seeing how she became more abandoned and more impassioned and fulfilled. Finally he heard her give out a cry of disbelief as he felt her back arch underneath him. Never before had she felt such intense sensations as she had spasms around him and gasped as though she was on the brink of drowning. Then only as she slowed in her movements and became motionless did he finally allow himself to release into her. His pleasure went on and on as he felt a sense of anger and disbelief ripple through his body whilst he had flashes of thoughts about what he had just done.
    After he had finished, he rolled away and propped himself up on his arm looking down on her flushed cheeks and wild hair spread around the pillow. His breathing was short and he steadied his thoughts and waited for his excited body to return to a more normal state. “You have some surprises, Sarah.”
    She noted a tone of disapproval in his voice as she lay there, her hand tapping on her breastbone. “About this being my first time?”
    “Indeed, you really should have told me.”
    “I know, I should have told you but I didn't know when and it never seemed the right moment.”
    He could see her anxiety and he wasn't about to start feeling guilty about what had happened. She was the one who should be having negative feelings about what had happened, not him.
    “The moment you chose was a little too late – there were better times you could have chosen. It was too late for me to do anything about it,” he growled. It had been too late for him and that had made him feel a sense of powerlessness. A feeling he hated. He had been powerless in his past and had sworn never to feel powerless again, and yet this woman had put him into a position where he had not been in control of himself and what was happening. He didn't do powerlessness any more.
    “Would you have stopped if I had told you earlier? At which point would you have been unable to continue?” She noticed the darkness in his eyes.
    Carlos was thinking about his answer. Could he have stopped if she had told him earlier? Indeed he could have but then, would he have wanted to stop? Being able to resist her is very different to wanting to resist her. But he hadn't been given the option because