to him like her sons and daughter. But she had that same connection with him that she had with every one of her biological children. Sometimes it felt even stronger than that connectionâbecause of all her children, Nick was the most like her. Somehow they both instinctively knew what other people needed.
But about their own needs, they were clueless. Nick had no idea what he wanted or needed. And now he might never have the chance to figure it out.
Chapter 5
N ickâs shoulder throbbed. Maybe he shouldnât have refused the painkillers the doctor had tried to push on him. But he needed a clear head now. He needed to focus. There were so many voicesâall of them talking at the same time in the way that the Payne family conversed. Only he who spoke loudest was heard. Usually that was Loganâespecially since they were in the dark-paneled conference room of the Payne Protection Agency and, as he was quick to remind the others, he was CEO.
But it was Penny Payneâs soft voice that cut through the rest of them. âQuiet down,â she said in that tone of hers that brooked no argument. That was how she had raised four kids on her own after her husband had been killed in the line of duty. âNick is hurting.â
âThen he should have stayed in the hospital like the doctor told him,â Garek Kozminski said.
Nick snorted. âLike you ever followed a doctorâs orders.â A few months ago, Garek had checked himself out of the hospital with a hole in his leg. That was worse than a hole in the shoulder. At least Nickâs gunshot wound had been a through-and-through.
âLike he ever follows anyoneâs orders,â Logan murmured.
Garek flashed his brother-in-law-slash-boss a wide grin. That was how he and his brother Milek had become honorary Paynes; their sister had married Logan. âI get the job done.â
Nick couldnât argue that. Garek had helped him bring down one of the most dangerous crime bosses in River Cityâhell, in the country.
âWe need to get this job done now,â Nick said. âWe need to make sure Annalise is safe.â
âAnd Nikki,â Logan chimed in.
Garekâs wife and fellow bodyguardâCandaceâwas still at the hospital with Annalise and Nikki. Annalise would have collapsed had Nick not caught her in the hallway of the ER. He hadnât even noticed his shoulder wound then. His concern had been only for her.
That concern clutched his heart now. But the doctor had convinced Annalise to let him monitor her for a while. And Candace was probably the best of the Payne Protection bodyguards. She wasnât alone, though. Because of the shooting in the parking garage, the police were involved. Nick had requested his best menâthe ones he knew he could trust nowâto back up Candace and make sure the man heâd let drive off didnât come back.
He silently cursed himself for letting him get away. That guy had been alive and able to talkâunlike his partner, the man Annalise had mistaken for Nick lying on the gurney. Was that why sheâd collapsed? Or had that been because of the concussion sheâd sustained during the carjacking?
She and Nikki were also giving their statements to Nickâs best detective and their descriptions of the man whoâd gotten away. With all of River Cityâs finest working the case, they would find him.
But that wasnât enough for Nick. He had to make sure Annalise and his half sister were safe. That was why heâd called this Payne family meeting. While he hadnât been to many of their meetings, it wasnât the first one he had attended, either. But those other times heâd been on the sidelines, just offering his opinion or his warning.
His warnings were probably why he wasnât often asked to the meetings. This one heâd called himself. He wasnât asking their opinions, though. He already knew what he had to do.
He