not golfâeven if itâs dragonrelated and I have zero interestâI am the actual sibling here.
âMack,â I say. âI need to talk to you.â
But he just grunts, rising halfway out of his chair and yanking the joystick so his knight charges ahead.
âMackey. Itâs important.â
âHold on,â says Ajax. âLet me kill him first.â
I want to say, I wasnât talking to you, Cleanser Boy, I was talking to my brother. But I donât.
I sit on the beanbag in the corner and wait.
âI canât believe youâre still wearing that thing.â
Mackey looks at me, and I can see the dragon-slaying ecstasy in his eyes. âWhat? Itâs just a shirt.â
âItâs not just a shirt,â I say.
I canât believe he doesnât get it, because itâs so obvious, and if I have to spell it out for him, then whatâs the point.
âOperation Glue,â Ajax says.
âEx cuse me?â I say.
He grins. âGLUE. Itâs an acronym. Gartos-Linney Utopian Experiment? Two families, stuck together ?â
Mackey smirks.
âWhatever,â I say, and start for the door. I donât want to be in here anymore. Itâs not helping. Itâs making everything worse.
Iâm halfway down the hall when a hand taps my shoulder.
âHey. Evyn. Are you okay?â
I whip around. âYes! For the hundredth time. Itâs just a broken nose.â
Cleanser Boy shakes his head. âNo. I mean, are you okay? You seem bummed.â
I donât say anything.
âIs it the wedding? Because, you know, itâs weird for all of us. The thought of having a new dadâ¦I mean, your dadâs cool and everything, itâs justâ¦you know.â
I stare at him. This is the most heâs ever said to me.
âYeah,â I say. âI know.â
âI havenât seen my dad in five years. Did Al tell you?â
I shake my head.
âItâs true. One day he was here, the next he was gone. Packed up all his clothes and just took off. He said the âparenting thingâ wasnât for him. Direct quote.â
âSeriously?â
He nods. âHe has a new wife now, in Denver. Tiffany. Whoâs, like, nineteen.â
âOhâ¦sick.â
âYeah. He used to call sometimes, on our birthdays. Not anymore, though. Now he sends money. Lots of money. Which is good, I guess. But itâs notâ¦you knowââ
âNot like having a real dad.â
Ajax nods. âYeah.â
âHuh.â
For a minute we donât say anything.
I think about Stella. I think about how things would be different if she didnât dieâif they only got divorced.
After a while I say, âAt least you got to know him. I mean, you got eight years, right?â
He shrugs. âI guess.â
âWell, thatâs seven more than I got. With my mom.â
Ajax frowns. âRight. I knew that. Hey, Iâm sorry, Evyn. That wasâ¦I shouldnât have said anything.â
âItâs okay.â
He shakes his head. âNo. I wasnât thinking.â
âItâs okay. Really.â
âOkay,â he says.
The conversation seems to be over, so I start to walk away. But then I remember something. All week Iâve been looking for clues. A snippet of phone conversation ( âAndrea is so hotâ ). A certain name doodled on the back of a notebook ( Ajax luvs Andrea, S.W.A.K. ). So far, nothing.
Maybe itâs time I tried a new tactic. âHey. Do you like anyone?â
Ajax looks at me. âWhat. Girls?â
âYeah.â
âAt your school?â
âYes, girls at my school. Do you like anyone?â
He smiles. âWho wants to know?â
âDo you always answer a question with a question?â
âWhy? Am I annoying you?â
âAre you going to answer the question?â
âDo you want me to?â
I feel like Iâm talking