John died.â
That was the huge regret of her life, in a way. The one thing she had most enjoyed touching and listening to and looking at she hadnât saved. John was far out in the meadow country, dated and boxed and hidden under grasses, and nothing remained of him but his high silk hat and his cane and his good suit in the closet. So much of the rest of him had been devoured by moths.
But what she could keep she had kept. Her pink-flowered dresses crushed among moth balls in vast black trunks, and cut-glass dishes from her childhoodâshe had brought them all when she moved to this town five years ago. Her husband had owned rental property in a number of towns, and, like a yellow ivory chess piece, she had moved and sold one after another, until now she was here in a strange town, left with only the trunks and furniture, dark and ugly, crouched about her like the creatures of a primordial zoo.
The thing about the children happened in the middle of summer. Mrs. Bentley, coming out to water the ivy upon her front porch, saw two cool-colored sprawling girls and a small boy lying on her lawn, enjoying the immense prickling of the grass.
At the very moment Mrs. Bentley was smiling down upon them with her yellow mask face, around a corner like an elfin band came an ice-cream wagon. It jingled out icy melodies, as crisp and rimmed as crystal wineglasses tapped by an expert, summoning all. The children sat up, turning their heads, like sunflowers after the sun.
Mrs. Bentley called, âWould you like some? Here!â The ice-cream wagon stopped and she exchanged money for pieces of the original Ice Age. The children thanked her with snow in their mouths, their eyes darting from her buttoned-up shoes to her white hair.
âDonât you want a bite?â said the boy.
âNo, child. Iâm old enough and cold enough; the hottest day wonât thaw me,â laughed Mrs. Bentley.
They carried the miniature glaciers up and sat, three in a row, on the shady porch glider.
âIâm Alice, sheâs Jane, and thatâs Tom Spaulding.â
âHow nice. And Iâm Mrs. Bentley. They called me Helen.â
They stared at her.
âDonât you believe they called me Helen?â said the old lady.
âI didnât know old ladies had first names,â said Tom, blinking.
Mrs. Bentley laughed dryly.
âYou never hear them used, he means,â said Jane.
âMy dear, when you are as old as I, they wonât call you Jane, either. Old age is dreadfully formal. Itâs always âMrs.â Young People donât like to call you âHelen.â It seems much too flip.â
âHow old are you?â asked Alice.
âI remember the pterodactyl.â Mrs. Bentley smiled.
âNo, but how old?â
âSeventy-two.â
They gave their cold sweets an extra long suck, deliberating.
âThatâs old ,â said Tom.
âI donât feel any different now than when I was your age,â said the old lady.
â Our age?â
âYes. Once I was a pretty little girl just like you, Jane, and you, Alice.â
They did not speak.
âWhatâs the matter?â
âNothing.â Jane got up.
âOh, you donât have to go so soon, I hope. You havenât finished eating. . . . Is something the matter?â
âMy mother says it isnât nice to fib,â said Jane.
âOf course it isnât. Itâs very bad,â agreed Mrs. Bentley.
âAnd not to listen to fibs.â
âWho was fibbing to you, Jane?â
Jane looked at her and then glanced nervously away. âYou were.â
âI?â Mrs. Bentley laughed and put her withered claw to her small bosom. âAbout what?â
âAbout your age. About being a little girl.â
Mrs. Bentley stiffened. âBut I was , many years ago, a little girl just like you.â
âCome on, Alice, Tom.â
âJust a moment,â said
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