to stay for dinnerâ¦â
Tim followed him into the apartment. âSee, the real Geoffrey Fontaine diedââ
âRight,â said Nick.
âForty-two years ago.â
The door slammed shut. Nick turned and stared at him.
âHa!â said Tim. âI thought thatâd get your attention.â
CHAPTER THREE
T HE DAY SMELLED of flowers. On the grass at Sarahâs feet lay a mound of carnations and gladioli and lilies. For the rest of her life, the smell would sicken her. It would bring back this hilltop and the marble plaques dotting the shorn grass and the mist hanging in the valley below. Most of all, it would bring back the pain. Everything elseâthe ministerâs words, the squeeze of her good friend Abbyâs hand around her arm, even the first cold drops of rain against her faceâshe scarcely felt, for it was peripheral to the pain.
She forced herself not to concentrate on the gash of earth at her feet. Instead she stared at the hill across the valley. Through the mist she could see a faint dappling of pink. The cherry trees were blooming. But the view only saddened her; it was a springtime Geoffrey would not see.
The ministerâs voice receded to a faintly irritating drone. A cold drizzle stung Sarahâs cheeks and clouded her glasses; fog moved in, closing off the world. Abbyâs sudden nudge brought her back to reality. The casket had been lowered. She saw faces, all watching her, all waiting. These were her friends, but in her pain she scarcely recognized them. Even Abby, dear Abby, was a stranger to her now.
Automatically Sarah bent down and took a handful of earth. It was damp and rich and it smelled of rain. She tossed it into the grave. The thud of the casket made her wince.
Faces passed by as if they were ghosts in the mist. Her friends were gentle. They spoke softly. Through it all she stood dry-eyed and numb. The smell of flowers and the mist against her face overpowered her senses, and she was aware of nothing else until she looked around and saw that the others had gone. Only she and Abby were standing beside the grave.
âItâs starting to rain,â said Abby.
Sarah looked up and saw the clouds descending on them like a cold, silvery blanket. Abby draped her stout arm around Sarahâs shoulders and nudged her toward the parking lot.
âA cup of tea, thatâs what we both need,â said Abby. It was her remedy for everything. She had survived a nasty divorce and the departure of her college-bound sons on nothing more potent than Earl Grey. âA cup of tea, and then letâs talk.â
âA cup of tea does sound nice,â admitted Sarah.
Arm in arm, they slowly walked across the lawn. âI know it means nothing to you now,â said Abby, âbut the pain will pass, Sarah. It really will. We women are strong that way. We have to be.â
âWhat if Iâm not?â
âYou are. Donât you doubt it.â
Sarah shook her head. âI question everything now. And everyone.â
âYou donât doubt me, do you?â
Sarah looked at Abbyâs broad, damp face and smiled. âNo. Not you.â
âGood. When you get to be my age, youâll see that itâs allââ Suddenly Abby stopped in her tracks. Her breathing was loud and husky. Sarah followed the direction of her gaze.
A man was walking toward them through the mist.
Sarah took in the windblown dark hair and the gray overcoat, now sparkling with water droplets. She could tell he had been standing outside a long time, probably through the whole funeral. The cold had turned his face ruddy.
âMrs. Fontaine?â he asked.
âHello, Mr. OâHara.â
âLook, I realize this is a bad moment, but Iâve been trying to get hold of you for two days. You havenât returned my calls.â
âNo,â she admitted, âI havenât.â
âI need to talk to you. Thereâve been
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