Candi by Jenna Spencer Read Free Book Online

mall or a movie.
    I asked Dylan and Jess if they wanted to go to a movie this weekend and they busted out laughing at me. What douches…
     
     
    Sept 14
    Jess gave me another one of those pillz for school. Ben was all over Becca every time I saw them, but I didn’t really care. I know how he feels when he’s with me. He’ll get over Becca and come back to me I just know he will. Until then I will wait patiently and try to numb myself with Jess’s happy pillz. So far so good.
    My grades are starting to suck. I need to focus on my grades and not consume all my thoughts with Ben. I wonder if Dylan and Jess wanna get together and study tonight. I know that Paige and Missy would have helped me. I miss them. I miss the way we used to be. But that is over and gone… the new me is mature and frisky! I like it… I think.
     
     
    Sept 14
    I need help. I don’t know what to do and I don’t have anyone I can talk to. I was over at Dylan’s house and we were trying to study. We got bored so Dylan got some weed and we got high. Dylan started putting the moves on me, but I told him no that I was waiting for Ben to come back to me. He said that was cool but then started telling me all this shit about how it’s okay to be with other people while you wait, and that Ben was with other people so why shouldn’t I?
    He was making sense and I was really high… so we started fooling around. We were pretty much naked on the couch almost doing it when his step-dad barged in through the door. Dylan got all freaked out and told me to get dressed.
    His step-dad, Bob came in, put his stuff down on the counter and came over to the couch. He saw what we were doing and saw the weed on the table. He got mad and said that he was gonna call my parents. Dylan stood up and tried to talk to Bob but he punched Dylan in the face and told him to shut the hell up.
    Bob called Dylan a worthless punk who didn’t know jack shit. Then he looked at me and said that we needed to talk about this. Dylan’s nose was bleeding really bad. He came over to me and told me to just do whatever he wanted or we would both be in big trouble. Then he left and went to the bathroom to fix his nose. He just left me there with the crazy guy.
    Bob sat down next to me and picked up the bag of weed. He asked me where we got it from. I told him that I didn’t know… I really didn’t know. Dylan just had it. Bob lit up a joint and smoked most of it, and then he offered me some. I told him no that I didn’t want it, but he got really mad at me and told me to quit being a bitch and smoke it, so I did.
    I was already buzzed to start with, I didn ’t want any more. I thought that maybe he just wanted to smoke Dylan’s weed then he would leave us alone. That didn’t happen.
    After he finished the joint, he told me to suck his dick. I thought he was kidding at first. But he unzipped his pants and pulled out his dick. He smiled at me and told me that he might negotiate and not tell my parents if I made it worth his while.
    Then he grabbed my hair and yanked my head down. I wanted to bite it off. It tasted sooooo bad. Like, he was all sweaty and dirty down there. He made me suck his balls. They tasted like dirty ass.
    I started to gag at one point and he laughed at me.               After he got hard he grabbed the back of my head and kept jamming his dick into my mouth really hard. I thought he was going to make me puke, but I didn’t. Then he forced me down on the ground and tried to climb on top of me. I started hitting him and told him no, to get off of me. I was still naked from Dylan so I had very little defense from him.              
    He grabbed my hair again and held me down. He slapped me across the face and said, “Oh… you like it rough huh?”
    “ No. I want you to stop.”
    With a smirk he said, “ If I stop, I’ll get the phone and call your parents. I’ll tell them you was fucking Dylan and doing drugs at my house. Is that what you