the hyoid bone,â the doctor said, âwhich means she was not strangled. Of course, a full osteobiography is only done on skeletonized subjects.â He looked at me over his glasses, raising his wiry white eyebrows. âYou have Meyer Singer coming in for the teeth?â
âYes. Thank you, Doctor. We appreciate your help,â I said.
Mai Lu came around behind us from Dr. Schaffer-Whiteâs table and laid a liver in the scale.
Doug and I could leave now, return to the dayâs sun and the tall stalks of purple lilies of the Nile taking deep encores in the breeze as the lunch crowds exited around Civic Center Square.
In the hall by the rear door, Dr. Watanabeâs assistant was squawking her wide pen on a whiteboard propped against a wall on an empty gurney. She drew a red box around a note in green letters. It read âATTN TECHS: Please do not put B.G.âs brains awayâsheâs coming in tonight.â
I looked around as I heard the back doors slide open and the grumble of wheels from a new gurney being wheeled in. The nude form of a young Hispanic male was aboard. Three hot, raw holes pegged his chest.
The beat goes on.
5
The next morning I stood on my balcony overlooking the Upper Newport Bay, called Back Bay by locals, and searched for a hint of heron among the soaked bulrush tassels. Sometime during the night, a cloister of cloud had drawn down. I looked for a clearing in the fog and hoped to see, at the bottom of the reeds, the bowling-pin shape of a brown bittern, or the flashy pink legs of a black-necked stilt, these names, these birds, all new to me in the last three years since Iâd come to live in my auntâs condo.
The telephone rang. It was my brother. Even though my feet were cold, I brought the portable phone back out to the balcony and continued to look through my field glasses. On the near bank, a cat darted out of sight as if falling from earth.
Iâm eleven years younger and an entire personality apart from my brother. Nathan calls from his home in the East maybe once a year. Despite our emotionally distant family, he carries a peculiar sentimentality about the twenty-fifth of December. Usually heâll slip in a minilecture about my not keeping in touch with our parents, but I doubt he does a much better job at it. Once he said keeping in touch is what women do. Not this one, I said. The truth is, I do, but at my own choosing, not out of protocol. I figure our parents in Florida are doing fine and so is he and so am I, so what more needs doing? They never call me.
âDonât tell me I owe you money, Nathan. I havenât borrowed money since college.â
âA simple hello would do.â
âItâs a joke, Nathan.â
I pictured my brother. Even with infrequent sightings, when I did see him I could recognize him as a good-looking man: trim, five eleven, even features, with a vertical crease in the tip of his nose that made him look much less serious than he was. The last time I saw him, a flattering gray had crept in among the dark brown hair at his temples.
âYou sound like you just got up.â
âI did.â
âItâs late.â
âIs it?â I knew what time it was. Already I was beating myself up, counting the number of errands I could have accomplished by now. âFancy that.â
Northeast, a cattail bent nearly horizontal in the foggy layer, bobbing from the weight of a yellow-headed blackbird.
Nathan said, âPretend the phone just rang.â
He could be a smug SOB. But I went along. âOh hi, Nathan. Good to hear from you.â I walked back in, closed the slider, and took the phone into the kitchen, thought Iâd try out new tea.
âIâm fine. How are you? See, thatâs how itâs done,â he said, but his voice sounded funny.
âSomething wrong? Are Mom and Dad all right?â
âYou could phone them once in a while.â I let silence reign, as the