janitorial position, I changed my mind. I crumbled the application in my hand and walked out. After hearing how the supervisor spoke to the other workers, and when he told me the job was only paying minimum wage, I knew this wasnât the place for me. Theo called as I was getting in the car. He immediately heard the frustration in my voice.
âIâm not trying to push you to do the wrong thing, but it ainât no fun being broke. There are plenty more ways for you to get your hands on money, and just like the rest of us, sometimes, you gotta do what you gotta do, until something else better comes along.â
âSomething else like what?â
âLike go see that nigga Mango. See if heâll hook you up with something. After you distribute that shit, give him his cut and keep yours. The police donât be tripping like you think they do. And all you have to do is keep a low profile and create some regular customers. If need be, I can loan you some money to get by. But you gotta start puttinâ that petty shit behind you and be willing to make moves to the next level. Meanwhile, donât tell Mango I sent you his way, and donât tell him that youâve seen me. He be acting funny sometimes, but donât take it personal.â
I suspected that Theo and Nate were sick of me borrowing money. And it wasnât fair to them that they were the ones taking risks, and I wasnât. I decided to take his advice and go see Mango.
Within the hour, I sat at a kitchen table with Mango. He was an old cat with a twitching eye, a meaty baldhead, and a potbelly that boiled over his sweats. Nappy beads of hair were on his bare chest, but diamond rings were on every last one of his fingers. Two of his henchmen sat close by on a leather sectional, watching my every move. Several chicks were on the couch too, and one of them winked at me from afar. I paid her no attention, and I listened to Mango speak to me as if I wasnât shit. He knew that I needed his help, and that caused him to turn up the heat.
âI donât know what took you so long to come here. You thank you better than me and the other niggas around here? And when did you thank it was okay for you to go work for the white man instead of the black man? I pay a whole lot better than he does, and any muthafucka who donât realize that is just plain olâ stupid in my opinion.â
I wiped my mouth just to silence myself. This nigga had done nothing but insult me, but I remained calm. I guess too calm for him, because he continued to push.
âSo now, youâve come here to beg me to help you. To be truthful, I donât trust niggas with yoâ reputation with my goods.â
With that being said, I stood to go. Coming here was a waste of time. Iâd heard enough.
âSit the fuck down,â Mango shouted. âIâm not done talkinâ to you yet, and while I donât trust you with my goods, I would like to utilize yoâ talents in another way. Do want you to consider doing some other things for me?â
I reluctantly eased back down in the chair to listen. Mango placed a stack of hundreds on the table, fanning them out in front of me.
âTwo thousand dollars ainât a bad pay for a dayâs work. And from what Iâve heard, a nigga like you can be very beneficial to me. I like how you keep yourself in control, like you are right now. That shit is impressive.â
He reached behind him, then laid a photo on the table. While sucking his teeth, he eased the photo over to me. âI need to brang that nigga some for-real pain. Heâs been tripping with my money, and he needs what I refer to as a wake-up call. Donât want him deadâtoo valuable to me. Just want him hurt. My men over there are only killers. They donât like to scare people, but I hear that you do. Why donât you take this money, find that nigga for me today, and bring me back something as a souvenir.
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