quietly out of the flat and went upstairs.
Marta Szarabeijka was watching television. A music teacher by profession, she had remarkably eclectic tastes. Sometimes when
Brodie came up here she was listening to the Berlin Philharmonic, sometimes she was watching Emmerdale. Brodie suspected this was where Paddy got her taste for tractors.
Tonight it was a game-show. Beside herself with excitement, Marta waved Brodie to a chair. âSit down, sit down - one more inflatable reindeer and he gets to go to Lappland!â
Brodie remained standing. âMarta,â she said faintly.
Marta Szarabeijka knew a real crisis from a show-biz one even in the sound of a word. She turned off the television and put her arm about Brodieâs shoulders in the same fluid movement. She was a tall, bony woman in her fifties, as strong as a mule and about as obstinate, and Brodieâs life would have been poorer with almost anyone else living upstairs. Marta was her child-minder, her signer-for-unexpected-parcels, her confidante, her friend. The generation separating them was no obstacle: they enjoyed a kind of pick-and-mix relationship that was partly that of sisters, sometimes more like mother and daughter, most often that of a couple of college girls. They laughed together, complained about men to one another, dried each otherâs tears when the need arose.
Marta peered into Brodieâs red-rimmed eyes with real concern and said quietly, âWhat happened? Is Paddy all right?â
âPaddyâs fine,â Brodie nodded. âThough Iâll have to get back. I came to see if youâve got anything for burns.â She held out her hand. The red spot was barely visible but the word destroyed her. She fell on her knees on the carpet, hugging herself and rocking, and crying and crying and crying.
Marta dropped beside her, folding her in long bony arms, talking softly into Brodieâs hair. âIs all right,â she crooned in her oddly gruff and accented voice, âis all right. Martaâs here. Cry as much you want. Then we go downstairs and you tell me what this is all about. A little burn like that? - I donât think.â But before they left her flat she collected a jar from the bathroom cabinet.
Brodie had got her breath back enough to start feeling guilty. âWhat about the reindeers? Come down when itâs over.â
âFock the reindeers,â said Marta Szarabeijka briskly, shutting her door.
Paddy was still asleep, dreaming of combine harvesters. They tiptoed back into the living room and Marta turned her attention to Brodieâs hand. âYou want to tell me what happened?â She pronounced her Ys like Js.
Brodie wanted desperately to tell her what happened. But DI Deaconâs warning echoed in her ears. Sheâd have trusted Marta with her life, but sheâd given her word and wouldnât break it to get a little sympathy.
âI canât tell you much,â she mumbled. âI promised, and someoneâs safety could depend on it. But I did something in good faith that helped someone else do something terrible.â She looked down at her hand, comforted by Martaâs potion. âSomebody got burned. I was trying so hard to rationalise it - I didnât know, there was no way I could know what they intended. And then I did this, and somehow it didnât matter who was to blame, what I knew and didnât know, only the pain. They couldnât have found him without me, and when they did they hurt him so much â¦
âOh Marta,â she moaned, âIâm saying too much now, donât breathe a word of this outside, only I canât bear it. This - itâs nothing but it really hurt. And him ⦠And I didnât even know him. I just did it for the money. It was a job: you give me some money, I find who youâre looking for - and itâs hardly my fault if you nearly torture him to death, is it? Only it is. They