boys’ club in America, and like the other rookie women, the target of a barrage of immature, frat-boy hazing stunts involving dead rats, used sanitary napkins, and porn photos. Sheila wasn’t privy to everything that went on in the locker rooms at PSPD, but she suspected that Kidder and the three other women on the force were probably getting the same treatment. Or maybe not. The harassment was likely to be more subtle these days, after the civil suit that had cost the city a bundle, forced Bubba Harris into retirement, and resulted in her being hired away from her post as chief of security at CTSU to take charge of a department that was in serious trouble.
Anyway, over the years she’d been in police work, Sheila had learned to give as good as she got, and while she saw plenty of discrimination, she stopped feeling that she was being singled out. Orlando had become her mentor and her friend, as well as her partner. They’d made detective together, and for a couple of years in Homicide, they’d been partners, been a team. She had learned from him, and he had a lot to teach. She’d gotten bloody for him and when she was shot in a stakeout, he’d taken a bullet, too. For a while, their working relationship seemed to offer the promise of something more personal. But then Dan Reid had come along and pulled Sheila into his irresistible orbit. And a few months later, Orlando found the right woman.
But neither he nor Sheila had forgotten their time together. He had gone on to be chief of police in a rural Oklahoma town, and she was here in Pecan Springs. They traded Christmas cards, and he’d sent a note when she got the job as chief. “Don’t forget what you’re there for, Dawson,” he had written, in his sprawling script. “You’ve got a job to do, and it ain’t just the paperwork. Do whatever you can to keep yourself from getting stuck behind the desk. You hear me? Just
do
it.”
Stuck behind the desk
, Sheila thought uncomfortably. Well, she wasn’t totally stuck. There were other things in her life. Her glance went to the silver-framed photograph on the corner of the gray metal desk. She and Blackie, looking relaxed and happy in the easy, everyday outfits they’d decided on for their wedding—nothing like what her mother thought they should wear. If her mom had had her way, Blackie would have been trussed up in a tux and Sheila would have been on display in a white satin wedding dress with a six-foot train and her grandmother’s wedding veil, a couple of acres of floating tulle capped with a pearl tiara.
“Now that you’re past thirty-five, you’ll likely only be married once, dear,” her mother had said, with only a hint of her usual snarkiness. “It should be an occasion to remember. You’ll let me pick out your dress, won’t you, sweets? Pretty please?”
Well, she was nearly forty and old enough to plan her own wedding, thank you very much. It had been memorable without her grandmother’s wedding veil and the kind of dress her mother would choose. Memorable because officers from both their departments had been there. Memorable because Maude Porterfield had come down so hard on the words “’Til death do you part” that a titter ran through the audience. Memorable for the wonderful food and the warmth and affection of their friends, and for the idyllic three-day honeymoon they’d managed to steal at Blackie’s fishing cabin on Canyon Lake. They’d taken a couple ofother short trips together, of course—once, they’d even flown to Cozumel for a weekend. But they’d never been able to hang out all morning in bed together, swatting at mosquitoes while the sun climbed high over the live oak trees. Or fish for their breakfast together, and eat fresh-caught bass with fried eggs and ketchup-soaked hash browns and then tumble back into bed for as long as they liked, without a single peep from their pagers. Bliss. Sheer bliss. But both Sheila and Blackie were realists. They knew that bliss
Rebecca Hamilton, Conner Kressley