Pushing Reset by K. Sterling Read Free Book Online

he tried to clear his mind and force his body to relax. Why did he suddenly have to want Jude?
    As he turned the car into the drive, Brandon forced the whole confusing mess into a box and tucked it into the back of his mind. He couldn’t think about all of that when his head hurt and his body was that tense. What Brandon needed was a hell of a lot of bourbon and sleep. Everything would be clearer and bearable in the morning.
    “How about some Call Of Duty ?” Jude asked as Brandon parked the car. Brandon shook his head.
    “Go to hell, Jude.” Brandon grumbled as he pushed the door open, jumped out and strode swiftly into the house.

Chapter 13
     
    Jude’s jaw hung as he watched Brandon storm into the house. What the hell was that? Jude wondered as he got out of the car. He rushed down the hall and found Brandon in his office swallowing a mouthful of bourbon. Jude shut the door and let his head fall to the side as he studied Brandon.
    “What’s wrong with you?” Jude asked as he approached the bar and Brandon shook his head. Jude knew Brandon didn’t want to discuss it but he wasn’t letting it go. “Why are you pissed? You’re the one that chose to watch,” Jude said as he grabbed the bottle from Brandon and poured himself a drink. Brandon stared at him for several moments before he shook his head again.
    “It seems like a stupid risk to take, Mrs. Robinson,” Brandon mumbled and Jude shrugged.
    “We’ve been hooking up for about a year, whenever he’s home from school.” Jude admitted. “It’s not like he’ll tell anyone. It was pretty harmless.” Jude watched Brandon over the rim of his glass as he sipped. Brandon looked at Jude incredulously.
    “Harmless? Couldn’t you have waited until you had more time and someplace a little more private?” Brandon asked as he reached for the bourbon. Jude shrugged again.
    “I knew I wouldn’t need that long. Don’t you remember what it’s like to just want your dick sucked?” Jude winked and started to grin but stopped when Brandon shook his head slowly. Brandon looked down and tried to hide the blush that spread over his face. Jude felt his eyes widen.
    “You haven’t had… No one ever…?” Jude cringed when his voice cracked. He knew that Emma hadn’t put out very often and he certainly couldn’t picture her doing it but someone must have before her. Just the thought of Brandon’s cock had Jude hardening again as heat flooded his groin. How could anyone with a pulse pass up the opportunity to explore Brandon’s body with their mouth? At the thought, Jude felt a twinge in his jaw. He took another long sip of his bourbon as Brandon continued to stare into his drink and shake his head softly.
    “I didn't do anything before Emma, I was never really comfortable enough to try with anyone,” Brandon confessed before he downed his drink. Jude could only stare and blink as he absorbed Brandon’s words. Shock was quickly replaced with pity. Brandon had never really experienced intimacy or sexual pleasure. Jude set his glass down and pulled Brandon into a gentle hug.
    “No wonder you’ve been in a shitty mood. You can’t keep living like a monk, you’ve got needs,” Jude said softly as he patted Brandon’s back. His intention had been to comfort Brandon but Jude heard a soft moan escape Brandon’s throat. Jude pulled him closer and he felt Brandon’s erection pushing against his thigh. Jesus, he was hard and very large. Jude pulled back and tried to look at Brandon. He kept his head turned but Jude could see that Brandon was blushing. “You’re turned on, Brandon,” Jude accused. Brandon shook his head and tried to step back. Jude pulled him tight and pressed against him. Brandon squeezed his eyes shut and shook his head. Jude’s eyes narrowed as he stared at Brandon. “You’re really turned on,” he declared.
    “Let me go, Jude,” Brandon growled as he tried to push away. Jude shook his head.
    “What is it? What you saw earlier or