felt for Ryker. If she did, she certainly wouldnât wait to tell him. Not now, when their lives hung in the balance.
âFine.â Geoffrey yanked his hood back over his head. âIâll talk to Atropos, see if any of her souls are missing. Does that suit you? If theyâre not . . . then weâll know your theory about his raising an army isnât valid.â
âAnd if they are?â Haven whispered.
He kissed her nose, and this time, she didnât pull away. âThen Iâll develop a taste for crow, wonât I?â He nodded at Kyana. âIâll tell Jordan you wish to see her while Iâm there.â
He stepped back through the portal to Below, his black cloak billowing behind him, making him look like a fleeing wraith.
When he was gone, Ryker hailed their chariot and directed the driver to Kyanaâs temple. âHaven?â
âHmm?â
âLook at me,â Ryker said.
Slowly, Haven turned her head, her eyes coated in a glassy sheen that nearly broke Kyanaâs heart. The longing there was so painful to see, it took all of Kyanaâs willpower not to take her in her arms and hold her.
âYes?â
Ryker glanced at Kyana, his gaze apologetic. âWeâre going to need to know everything you learned while Cronos was possessing you. Every detailâeven the onesâno, especially the ones youâre ashamed of. â
âFine,â she said, looking neither of them in the eye. âAs soon as Jordan has convinced you Iâm not a liar, Iâll tell you everything.â
I t came as no surprise to Kyana that Jordan was able to quickly clear Haven of any lies regarding the dreams, her theories, and the explosion at the Healing Circle. And she was relieved to see Ryker didnât seem very shocked either. Haven, however, looked grateful to have the whole ordeal over with as she fell into a chair in Kyanaâs private sitting room and prepared to tell them everything about Cronosâs possession.
As she talked, her description of the black voids of memory werenât nearly as horrific as the bits she could remember. The desire to kill, to feed, as the Dark Breed inside her came to be. Cronos taking advantage of that need, trying to convince her to kill her abusive father whoâd beaten Havenâs twin sister to death at the young age of seven.
Using Poseidonâs trident against himâthough she didnât remember that part, she only recalled the horrible fear that came with knowing what sheâd done as sheâd held the bloodied weapon in her hands afterward and prayed for someone to save her from the monster Cronos was creating in her.
All of it, sheâd said, were like tiny pieces of glass pricking her brain, sometimes intense images, sometimes only a dull, blurry pain that she couldnât quite pinpoint.
Poseidon, whoâd finally recovered enough to return to his domain, had been so weakened by Havenâs attack that heâd been forced to place his powers in a stronger vesselâSilas. His permanent Chosen still hadnât been located, and everyone was beginning to worry that Silasâs job might not be so temporaryâa fact that was going drive poor, nomadic Silas insane.
âHis hunger for power . . .â she continued, âit infected me. Like a disease. When I killed those Mystics . . .â Her face paled as she spoke and Kyana cringed for her, knowing the scars those actions had inflicted on her once angelic friend. âI didnât want to. I remember that. But I also knew I had to get out of there. Had to find the Eyes of Power so I could bring Cronos back. I donât remember killing them, but I remember their blood.â
âIt wasnât you,â Kyana offered, wishing she could do more than deliver meaningless words to assuage the guilt she knew Haven harbored.
âNo, it wasnât,â Ryker said. âBut youâre sure you