had filled him in. âIf thatâs an offer, Beth, I accept. Assuming I can convince Bryan to go along with it.â
âHe seemed willing enough yesterday, when I spoke to him about it.â
His brows bent together. âHe talked to you about tutoring him?â
She nodded. âYeah. Agreed to start at noon today.â
âWell, why the hell didnât he just say so, instead of arguing with me?â
Beth tipped her head to one side. âMaybe because you didnât ask.â
His face darkened. âSo this is all my fault?â
âNot all, Joshua. But of the two of you, heâs the one who just lost his mother. And youâre the adult. The only one in the world who can swoop in and pick up the pieces of his broken life for him.â
âDonât you think thatâs what Iâve been trying to do?â
He stopped himself there, literally seemed to bite off the rest of his tirade before it could spill out, held up a hand, closed his eyes. âIâm sorry. Itâs stress, and Iâve got no business taking it out on you. Are you all right?â
He was searching her face now, his expression remorseful and almostâ¦tender. As if he thought she were so fragile an angry word or two from him could reduce her to tears. âOf course Iâm all right. Why wouldnât I be?â
âI donât know.â He dragged his gaze away from hers. âListen, if you have suggestions, advice, Iâd be more than happy to hear it.â
âI donât know a damn thing about being a parent.â She looked away, thinking of Dawny, the hole in her heart yawning wider. âBut I know a little about teenagers. I taught in a public school for seven years.â
âI didnât know that,â he said.
She frowned at him. âFunny, I had the feeling you did.â
âNo. I donât think Maude mentioned it. What did you teach?â
âEnglish Eleven and Twelve, mostly. I offered to tutor Bryan in English Twelve, so he would only have History and Spanish to catch up on. Heâll be fine, if he does the work.â
Josh settled back into his chair, seeming to relax a little. âSoyou think I should let him take the semester off, so long as he sticks with the tutoring?â
âI think you should consider agreeing to that, yes.â She sipped her tea. âBut donât count on it lasting. Once he meets some of the local kids, makes a few friends and has time to get bored out of his mind, heâs going to decide to go back to school. If you let me tutor him until then, he wonât be behind when he does.â
He nodded slowly. âFor someone who doesnât know much about parenting, youâre pretty good.â She shrugged, and he went on. âSeriously, youâre light-years ahead of me. Okay. Letâs do itâthe tutoring thing, I mean.â
âOkay.â
The screen door creaked open, and Bryan stepped out onto the porch with a toaster pastry in one hand and a glass of chocolate milk in the other. Both had to have been in the pickup, because neither would have been within a mile of Maudeâs kitchen.
âGood morning, Bryan,â Maude called, sounding as cheerful as if she hadnât noticed a thing out of the ordinary this morning, much less overheard his fight with his father. âDid you sleep well?â
He offered her a halfhearted smile, his dark hair falling over his forehead before he pushed it back. It was so much like the way Josh had pushed his hand through his hair earlier that Beth almost smiled.
Bryan avoided his fatherâs eyes. âSlept better than I do in the city, thatâs for sure.â
âWell, now that youâre up, Iâll get your breakfast out of the oven.â
âOh, thatâs okay, I made my own.â
Maude looked at his pastry and rolled her eyes. â That is not a breakfast. Itâs a future health crisis. Now, Iâve had a