has tickets for Lincoln Center tomorrow night. He suggests we meet there, after the concert, andâCatharina?â
Sheâd gone white. âRachel, she doesnât know. Juliana. I havenât told her.â
âAbout Amsterdam? Nothing? â
âI couldnât. Even Adrianâ¦â Catharina shut her eyes briefly; Rachel watched her fight for self-control with a motherâs willpower as her daughter made her way to the table. âNeither of them knows what happened. I know Iâm overprotective, but I didnât want any of that to touch them. I just canât talk about Amsterdam.â
âThatâs your right,â Rachel said carefully. Having never married, she had never had to make such decisions. âI understand.â
âYouâll keep her out of this?â
Rachel smiled reassuringly, and although she didnât understand, perhaps didnât approve, she felt good about being able to comfort her friend. âOf course. Thereâs no reason whatever for Juliana to be involved in this.â
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Matthew Stark was in the middle of an argument on shortstops with a couple of sports reporters when Ziegler found him in the Gazette cafeteria. At thirty-nine, Stark was a dark, solidly built, compact man with a face that might have been good-looking except for the shrapnel scars. His eyes were deep-set and a very dark brown; people told him that sometimes they seemed black. He had on jeans, a chambray shirt, and his heavy, handmade Minnesota Gokey boots.
âSorry to bother you,â Aaron said, âbut Feldieâs got a guy downstairs who wants to see you. He looks like somebody out of Night of the Living Dead. Calls himself the Weaze.â
âWeasel? Hell, I thought heâd be dead by now.â
Without rushing, Stark refilled his mug and walked back with Aaron, a curly-haired kid who wore tassel loafers and suits and didnât know a damn thing about baseball. Matthew knew he scared the hell out of Ziegler, but he didnât let that trouble him.
âFeldie was getting pretty impatient,â Aaron said.
âRight.â
When they returned to the newsroom, she had put her glasses, big black-framed things, on her nose. âDonât hurry, for Christâs sake,â she said.
Stark didnât. He hadnât heard from Otis Raymond in a couple of years, but heâd had twenty years of his troubles and expected heâd have twenty more, if either of them lived that along. âWhereâs the Weaze?â he asked.
âI parked him over at your desk. He says he has a hot tip for you. Who is he?â
âNobody whoâll sell newspapers.â
Otis Raymond sat restlessly on a wooden chair next to Starkâs desk. Matthew just shook his head as he approached the thin, ugly figure and noticed the swollen bug bites along the back of the scrawny neck, the yellowed eyes and skin. He had on ragged jeans and an army issue jacket that didnât look warm enough for him. He was shivering. It seemed crazy now, but lot of guys owed SP-4 Otis Raymond their lives. Heâd been good. Damn good.
âWeaze,â Matthew said, coming up behind him. âSo youâre alive.â
Weasel turned around on the chair, grinned, and rose unsteadily. His clothes hung on him, and he looked like hell. According to the book, he and Stark shouldnât have become friends. A warrant officer and a spec-four, a helicopter pilot and a gunner. Theyâd flown Hueys together, and theyâd survived two tours. Not many in their positions had. It was as good a reason as any for a friendship.
âMattâyeah, hell, Iâm still kicking. Christ, Iâm hitting forty, you believe it?â
Stark went around and sat down, and Weasel dropped back in his chair, eyeing the cluttered desk. âFigured youâd have an office.â
âA piece of the wall is about the best you get in a newsroom.â
âYeah, I guess. I