two of the savviest, toughest Hollywood agents. It seemed so distant now. The past, Amsterdam, seemed so much closer. âI never liked Los Angeles, I donât know why. Anyway, now I have a whole new group of politicians to watch. I always watch politics, of course, since Hitler. One of our senators is Samuel Ryderâvery handsome, charming, on the whole too conservative for me, but nothing I canât live with. One day Iâm watching the local news, and a reporter catches Sam Ryder as his car pulls up to the curb and starts firing questions at himâyou know how they willâabout some controversial bill heâs sponsoring, and sitting beside him is Hendrik de Geer. Hendrik! In a limousine with a United States senator.â
The bell at the door tinkled, and Rachel looked around, pausing as two young women entered the shop, loaded down with shopping bags. Rolls of bright Christmas wrapping paper poked out of one bag.
âYouâre certain?â Catharina asked.
âAbsolutely. After all these years, do you think heâs changed? No, he looks just as he did in Amsterdam. I knew immediately it was he. My stomach told me, before my brain.â She remembered how sheâd run to the bathroom and vomited. That was something she would never admit to Catharina, for whom, she felt, she must remain especially strong. âI called Ryderâs office at once and demanded to know why he was riding around with Hendrik de Geer, and, of course, they thought I was crazy. But I persisted, and finally they put the senator on.â
âYou told himââ
âI told him everything I could think of about Hendrik. Yes, thatâs exactly what I did. I talked and talked; everything just poured out of me, because now I think the time has come. I told him Hendrik de Geer betrayed me and my family and the people who were hiding us to the Nazis and that he was a Nazi collaborator and has never answered for what he did.â
Catharina regarded her old friend with despair. âHeâs never even admitted he did anything wrong. Oh, Rachel, whatâs the point? You know what he isââ
â Thatâs the point. I do know what he is!â
Rachel balled one tiny hand into a fist and thumped the table with her bony knuckles. Dishes rattled. Catharina jumped, looking startled and hurt.
Inhaling deeply, Rachel calmed herself and went on with quiet intensity. âHe says Hendrik conned his way into seeing him to urge him to support an increase in defense spending but that he, Ryder, knows very little about him and had no way of getting in touch with him. I donât believe him, but no matter. Heâs agreed to investigate my allegations further if I can corroborate my story. I asked Abraham, but he thinks Iâm crazy and that Ryder is only trying to pacify me and look good to a Jewish constituency. Maybe heâs right.â She laughed, remembering the shouting match she and her brother had had. But they had been fighting all their lives; they had good fights. âAbrahamâs content to believe Hendrik de Geer will meet his fate one day, if not until the moment of his death. Me, I believe Hendrik will even fast-talk God!â
Rachel grinned, but the light in her dark eyes faded as soon as it appeared. âI intend to make Hendrik answer for Amsterdam,â she said, her gaze on the fair woman across the table, not easing up, not letting her off the hook. âYou can help me, Catharina. You can corroborate my story.â
âYou canât make Hendrik answer for anything,â Catharina said, tension strangling her words. âNo one can. Rachel, heâs a hard, hard man. Please donât do this. Donât go after him. Leave the past alone. Not for his sake, not for mineâfor your sake, Rachel. You know what he is!â
Rachel filled her teacup once more, her hand steady. âI canât leave the past alone.â
She could see the mix of