around the table. How could that possibly be? Weâd seen Grandpa Walsh such a short time ago, and he was just fine. How could he be gone?
âOh, David,â Mom said. She hardly ever called him that. Tears started to fill her eyes and then spill down her cheeks.
Things were a blur from then on. I donât really remember all that happened. I do know we completely ig~nored the school bus. I guess no one was even thinking of it. I also remember being assigned the task of looking after Corey. I was to read to him to get his mind off what had just occurred and keep him busy while Mom and Dad made phone calls. It didnât work. He kept wanting to talk about it. Asking all sorts of questions that I couldnât answer.
âHow did he get dead?â
âHis heart stopped working.â
âWhy?â
âI donât know. Maybe it was sick. Or tired. Maybe it had worked too long.â
âDid it hurt?â
âI donât know.â I didnât want to admit that I suspected it had been very painful.
âWhy couldnât the doctor fix it?â
âI donât know. Maybe there wasnât a doctor in time. Maybe there wasnât anything he could do.â
âWhen can he come see us again?â
âHe wonât be coming again, honey,â I said as gently as I could.
âNever? Why?â
âBecause when people are dead they arenât here with us anymore.â
âWhere do they go?â
That was a tough one. I knew that if people loved God and had asked Him to forgive their sins, they could go to heaven when they died. I didnât knowâfor sureâif Grandpa Walsh had ever done that. I did know that my folks had taught us to pray for himâand Grandma. Coreyâs question troubled me. What ifâ? What if Grandpa Walsh had not taken care of this very important matter before he died?
âDo you want to hear the rest of the story or not?â I asked a bit sharply. I donât think Corey really wanted to continue, but I started to read again anyway.
Mom came to rescue me before too long. âIâm sorry, Erin. But Daddy and I had things we had to take care of. Iâll look after Corey now.â As she spoke the words she lowered herself to the sofa beside Corey and scooped him into her arms. I could see that her eyes were still puffy from crying, though she tried to force out a smile.
âMaybe you should go see Dana. I think she needs some company.â
I didnât even ask where. Dana would be in our bedroom. I headed there, sort of in need of company myself.
I found Dana stretched out on her bed. Sheâd been crying, but now she just looked sad and lonelyâand maybe a little bit scared. I wondered if she too was thinking about whether Grandpa Walsh had asked God to forgive him. When I walked in the door, we looked at each other and then we both started crying again. I crossed to Danaâs bed and flopped down beside her. We entangled our arms around one another and sobbed rather noisily.
We didnât cry for long. I guess we both knew we had to talk. We sniffed and snuffled and reached for the tissues. We still didnât know much about what had happened. We only knew that weâd just lost a grandpa whom we loved. We were going to miss him.
âPoor Grandma,â said Dana. âSheâll be so lonely.â I nodded and blew my nose.
âI didnât know he was sick,â I said.
âI donât think anyone did.â
We both thought about that for a little while.
Dana spoke again. âI didnât know you could die like thatâso fast. I thought you had to be sick first. I thought â¦â But she didnât finish.
âIâm gonna miss him,â I said and almost started to cry again. Dana nodded silently.
We were still in our room trying to comfort each other and sharing our thoughts and our grief when Dad knocked on our door. First he just held out his
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