arms to us, and we scrambled off the bed and went to meet him. He hugged us both. I felt him kiss me on the top of the head. âHow about coming down to the kitchen,â he said at last when we had stopped crying again. âMom made some hot chocolate. We need to talk.â
By the time we entered the kitchen, Mom and Brett and Corey were already there. We all took our regular seats at the table while Mom poured the hot chocolate, adding lots of cool milk to Coreyâs cup. She had sandwiches and cookies on a plate, and in spite of feeling so sad we all were glad for the snack. Somehow we had missed out on lunch.
I was on my third cookie when Daddy said, âIâve been on the phone with Uncle Patrick. He and Aunt Lynn have already gone over to be with Grandma.â
Dana and I exchanged glances. Both of us knew that Grandma Walsh and Auntie Lynn often had differences of opinion. It wasnât discussed at our house, but Grandma often made little remarks during our visits, and when we were with Aunt Lynn we heard the other side of the stories. Mom refused to speak about it when we kids were around, but I once overheard her and Dad talking about what a shame it was that family members couldnât get along.
âYour mother and I want to leave as quickly as possible,â Dad was continuing. âWeâve asked Mrs. Joyce to come and stay with you.â
âCan I come?â Corey put in quickly. âI want to see Grandpa too.â
Poor Corey. He still didnât seem to have things figured out.
âWe will only be seeing Grandma now,â Mom said patiently. âRemember. I explained about Grandpa.â
Corey wrinkled up his face in concentration. âOh yeah,â he said and leaned up against Mom. She put an arm around him, and her fingers reached up to brush the reddish hair back from his forehead.
âI think you need to know how it happened,â Dad went on. âGrandpa and Grandma had gone to bed, and for some reason she awoke in the night. She couldnât hear Grandpa breathing, so she turned on the light. That was when she discovered that he was gone.â
âWhereâd he go?â piped up Corey. âI thought you couldnât walk when you got dead.â
In spite of the sadness we all felt, I saw Dad smile just a little bit. âThatâs right,â he said, reaching out his hand to Coreyâs knee. âHe was still there, but he was dead. Grandma didnât know he was deadâfor sureâso she called an ambulance. They took Grandpa to the hospital, and the doctors there said it was too late. Grandpa had already died.â
I was about to start crying all over again. I looked over at Dana. She was already in tears. For some reason that made me determined to hold my tears at bay. I had done enough crying. I fought back the lump in my throat and blew my nose hard on the tissue I was holding.
âYour mom and I will be back home tonight. We need to meet with Grandma and Uncle Patrick to arrange the funeral service. But we will be back tonight. It may be rather late because of the three-hour drive. We want you all to mind Mrs. Joyce. Go to bed at your proper time. There will be school for you tomorrow.â
That last remark did not come as a surprise to me. Daddy had commented before, when other families had gone through similar sorrows, that he thought it was best to keep as much of the familiar routine as possible. So it seemed reasonable to me that we wouldnât miss another day of school tomorrow. In fact, I decided that I didnât want to sit at home the next day crying every time I looked at another family memberâs teary eyes. But by the way Danaâs face twisted, I gathered she would have preferred to stay home one more day.
I looked around the table. Everybody looked very sadâthough I was sure Corey still didnât have too clear an idea what death was all about. Dana certainly did. She looked ready to
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