shouldnât have wondered. Should have just said no, like Nancy Reagan told us in the eighties.
Go back home, Bell . I hadnât yet touched the ice cream in my freezer. The Godiva store had plenty of chocolate-covered strawberriesâjust in time for Valentineâs Dayâand I could make it there by the time they opened. No harm, no foul. Let Maggie handle the crisis.
But, no, I soldiered on.
My heart pounded, and I took a few steps toward the building, telling myself that it was good news that brought my loved ones together.
Not!
Good news, my eye! It was more likely that an episode of the Jerry Springer show awaited me! I didnât want Jerry Springer. I wanted my client Bill, who compulsively sang Chaka Khan songs. He at least was easy to deal with.
The conspicuous absence of the blue, unmarked, police-issued Crown Victoria that my husband, Jazz, drove didnât escape my attention. Whatever theyâd planned to ambush me with, Jazz wasnât in on it.
I couldnât decide if that was a good thing or not.
I gathered my strength about me like I would pull my great-grandmotherâs quilt around my shoulders. If she were here, my namesake would say, âIt ainât courage if you ainât scared.â Besides, if they could ambush me at work, they could ambush meat home. I should be thankful they werenât all crowded into my apartment.
I got out of the Love Bug, fortifying myself with the Jesus Prayer: âLord Jesus Christ, Son of the living God, have mercy on me, a sinner.â
I went with the long version. I figured it couldnât hurt since I didnât know what awaited me. I slipped quietly into the corridor of my office. The scent of a special Valentineâs Day coffee blend that Maggie got from Whole Foods greeted me. It had a sumptuous chocolate and raspberry flavor that made my toes curl inside my shoes. In a good way. It occurred to me that my heightened senses probably meant Iâd been overcome by hormones and was now in the throes of a biological nightmare intent on barring me from motherhood for good. My poor, ailing biological clock. Every now and then Iâd hear a cough or sputter from it as it marched in a funeral procession toward its premature death. Most days I pretended not to hear it. My marriage had crashed and burned. Why not my reproductive organs, too?
Nary a soul was at Maggieâs desk. Iâd hoped to find her holding court in the reception area as per usual, ready to give me a full report on what Iâd be walking into.
âMaggie?â
She called from inside my office, âAmanda Bell, is that you?â
âWho else would it be? Everybody else is already here.â
âDonât get smart with me.â
Honestly! Iâm about to get roasted and still have to watch my mouth.
I passed through the reception area and stepped into my office. Everybody indeed sat in there, and by everybody, I mean allthe important people in my life, with two very notable exceptions: Jazz and my daddy.
Sasha, my mother, controlled the gathering from my favorite, way-cool purple leather office chairâwhich Iâd bought myself as a belated birthday gift.
Both of the fine European wingback chairs Maggie had given me when I opened my office were filled, as well as the few cute, armless modern chairs usually in my reception area. Carly, in scrubs, sat in one of the wingbacks. Her black hair hung past her shoulders. An unlit cigarette dangled precariously from her mouth.
Next to her, my girlfriend Kalaya sat, tall, gloriously brown, with long legs crossed, resplendent in her class-with-sass style. She sat by her boyfriend Souldier, also known as cocoa brown, dreadlocked fineness. He also happened to be my husbandâs best friend. Souldier, a midnight-shift man, had probably just gotten off work. He still had on his heavy blue nylon Crime Scene Unit jacket.
My in-laws, Jack and Addie Lee Brown, were present and accounted for,
Cops (and) Robbers (missing pg 22-23) (v1.1)