a word you say?â
Incredibly, Horn laughed. âThey donât,â he said, as if sheâd missed the point of a rather simple joke. âThey never have. But they canât prove anything different, so they have to accept it. So do you. Patrickâs death was an accidentâmisadventure, a combination of recklessness and bad luck. You can think what you like, but the inquest said I wasnât responsible.â
âBut his father,â murmured McKendrick, putting the pieces together quickly now, âwas no more convinced by the findings of an Alaskan coroner than my daughter appears to be.â
âTommy Hanratttyâs a criminal and a thug,â snarled Horn. âIf Iâd done everything Iâve been accused of doing, Iâll still be kept waiting at the gates of hell while Old Nick ushers Tommy Hanratty inside.â
âIs he serious? About killing you?â
Horn stared at McKendrick, wide-eyed with disbelief. âYou were there last night. Did that guy look to you like he was kidding?â
âWellâno,â McKendrick said slowly. âI suppose he didnât.â
Finally Beth seemed to realize that, consumed by her anger, sheâd missed a large chunk of what was going on. âWhat guy? Where did you go last night? Where did you find ⦠this ââshe invested the word with infinite contemptââand why did you bring it here?â
McKendrick summarized what had happened in a handful of brief, simplistic sentences that probably raised more questions than they answered. At least, the way Beth was looking at him didnât suggest that now she understood any better. It took her a moment to find a voice. âYou risked your life? For that ?â
McKendrick shrugged. âI didnât know who he was, then,â he said reasonably. âIâm not sure it would have made a difference if I had.â
She quite literally didnât know what to say to him. She felt riven by betrayal but couldnât tell him why. She might have tried but for the fear of what would come through if she opened the floodgates. All she could manage was a stunned expression and a few breathless, uncomprehending words. âYou could have died. You could have died and left me alone. For that.â
Horn hauled himself stiffly off the sofa. âI get the message: you donât want me here. Point me in the direction of anywhere Iâll have heard of and Iâll leave. Youâll never see me again and thereâs no reason you should waste another thought on me, let alone an argument. Thanks for what you did,â he told McKendrick, âbut sheâs right, you shouldnât have got involved. Do theââhe wiggled his thumb on an imaginary keypadââthing with the locks and let me out.
âJust for the record, though,â he added, his gaze swiveling round to Beth, âPatrick Hanratty was my friend. My best friend. I did everything I could to save him. It wasnât enough. Nothing I could have done would have been enough. If I could have bought his life with mine, I would have done.â
If he was looking for some hint of understanding, some glimmer of compassion, some brief acknowledgment of their shared humanity and the knowledge that everyone makes mistakes and itâs the intention by which an act should be judged rather than its consequences, then heâd come to the wrong counter.
Beth McKendrickâs lip twisted in a sneer of infinite disdain. âYou think youâre your own harshest critic? Not while Iâm alive youâre not. You think that anyone else, put in the same position, would have done as you did? Donât flatter yourself. Patrick had a lot of friends, from a lot further back than you. Any one of us would have died on that mountain rather than leave him there.â
Everything else heâd expectedâthe sneer, the contempt, nothing new thereâbut that he