tired, hunted eyes from a contemplation of the glowing logs in the small brick fireplace, and gave Sarah a long and curiously calculating look.
The logs fell together with a little crash and a sudden spurt of flame, and Sarah stood up slowly and said: âWhat is it you want me to do?â
Something taut and watchful in Janet Rushtonâs face relaxed, and she said: âYouâre certainly not stupid.â
âNot particularly. You wouldnât have told me all this merely in order to stop me chattering at the breakfast table. If that was all you were after, youâd have fallen back on the complicated lying. You were weighing it up all the time I was telling you the story of my life, werenât you? Iâm quite sure you could have thought up a convincing explanation for me, but you decided to tell the truth instead. There had to be a reason for that.â
âThere is. The reason is that IâmâIâm desperate. Iâm in a corner, and so Iâll have to take a chance.â
âAnd youâre taking it on me. Is that it?â
âYes. You appear to have a reasonable amount of intelligence, and you couldnât have done well in the W R A F, or been such a good skier, without a fair amount of physical courage. And I need help. Will you help me?â
Sarah held out her hand. âShake,â she said gravely; and smiled.
The other girlâs fingers, cold and tense, closed tightly over hers for a brief moment. âThank you,â said Janet with real gratitude, and getting up from her chair she crossed to the writing-table, pulled open a drawer, and taking out an envelope and a fountain pen returned with them to Sarah.
âIf my luckâs in,â she said, âyou may not have to do anything. In fact, I hope to God you wonât! But justâjust in case, Iâd like to have your address on this, and to know that if you should ever get it youâll do something about it. Iâm not sure what, but I shall have to leave that to you, and Iâve a feeling that you wonât let me down.â
âIâll try not to,â replied Sarah soberly. âBut why my name? Surelyâââ
âI darenât put anyone elseâs. I darenât! Because it could give that person away. But youâre different. Youâre not one of us and you donât know anything. You are only someone I met skiing, so itâs just possible that this will get to you without trouble ifâif anything should happen to me.â
âNothingâs going to happen to you,â said Sarah firmly. She took the proffered envelope, noting as she did so that it was sealed, and though not empty, did not contain very muchâcertainly not more than one or at the most two sheets of thin writing-paper. And accepting the pen, she scribbled her name and address on the envelope and returned it.
Janet stood weighing it thoughtfully in her hand, and when she spoke again it was so softly that Sarah could barely catch the words and had the impression that she was talking to herself:
âThe next problem is going to be getting this safely locked up when no one else is around, which isnât going to be easy if Iâm being watched. Unless ⦠Yes, that would do. I can take it down with me tomorrowâââ She gave a small, brisk nod, as though in confirmation of some plan, and thrust the sealed envelope into her pocket. âAnd now,â said Janet in her normal voice, âI think youâd better get back to your own room.â
âAre you quite sure youâll be all right?â asked Sarah uneasily. âAfter all, that windowâs open now, and a child could deal with the door-latch. Iâll stay if you like. Suppose heâitâwhoever it wasâcomes back?â
âDonât worry,â said Janet. âNo one is in the least likely to have a second try tonight. The lights are enough to advertise the