ideation?â
âNo.â
âHistory of prior attempts?â
âNone.â
âSubstance abuse?â
âThe autopsy bloods were clean.â
Another pause. âIs this a joke?â
âNo. Go on, please.â
âThe coupleâs relationship?â
âWarm and loving, by all accounts.â
âMajor losses of any kind?â
âNo.â
âFamily history?â
âNegative for depression, schizophrenia, any mental illness, in fact.â
âAny other life stressors? Significant changes?â
âNo.â
âAny health issues?â
âBoth received glowing physicals within the last six months.â
âAnything I should know? Anything at all?â
Lash paused. âTheyâd recently had a child.â
âAnd?â
âNormal and healthy in every way.â
There was a long silence. Then, Lash heard laughter over the line. âThis is a joke, right? Because these arenât double suicides youâre describing. This is Captain America and Wonder Woman.â
âIs that your considered opinion?â
Goodkindâs laugh slowly died. âYes.â
âRoger, youâve got a unique perspective on suicide. Youâre a biochemist. You not only talk to suicide attempters, you study their motivation on a molecular level.â Lash shifted in his seat. âIs there any commonality among people that might predispose themâno matter how happy they appearâto suicide?â
âYou mean, like a suicide gene? I wish it were that easy. Thereâs research thatâs shown some genes mayâ
may
âcode for depressive tendencies. Just as there are genes that code for heavy eating, sexual preferences, eye or hair color. But predicting suicide? If youâre a betting man, stay away from that one. Youâve got two deeply depressed people. Why does one commit suicide and another doesnât? In the end thereâs no way to predict. Why did Miami Beach police report a rash of suicides last month, while Minneapolis had a historic dip? Why did Poland have a dramatically high rate of suicide in the year 2000? Sorry, pal. When you get right down to it, itâs just a roll of the dice.â
Lash ingested this. âA roll of the dice.â
âTake it from an expert, Chris. And you can quote me on that.â
SEVEN
A fter the dry high-altitude air of Flagstaff, New York City felt damp and miserable. Lash wore a heavy raincoat as he approached the reception desk in Edenâs lobby for the second time in five days.
âChristopher Lash to see Edwin Mauchly,â he told a tall, thin man behind the counter.
The man tapped a few keys. âDo you have an appointment, sir?â he asked with a smile.
âI left him a message. Heâll be expecting me.â
âOne moment, please.â
As he waited, Lash turned to gaze around him. There was something different about the lobby today, but he wasnât quite sure what it was. Then he realized there was no line of prospective applicants this morning. The twin escalators leading to Application Processing were empty. Instead, a smaller flow of traffic was headed for the security checkpoint. They were all couples, many hand in hand. Unlike the anxious, hopeful faces heâd seen his last visit, these people were smiling, laughing, chattering loudly. After showing laminated cards at the checkpoint, the couples moved on to a large set of doors and vanished out of sight.
âDr. Lash?â the man at the desk said.
Lash turned back. âYes?â
âMr. Mauchly is waiting for you.â The man slid a small ivory passcard emblazoned with Edenâs infinity logo across the desk. âPlease show this at the elevator station. Have a pleasant day.â
When the elevator doors opened onto the thirty-second floor, Mauchly was waiting. He nodded to Lash, then led the way down the corridor to his office.
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