Ruthann and drill team. I need to figure out ways to beef it up. Maybe I should volunteer somewhere and meet a bunch of new people. Do I have time to volunteer somewhere? Would I enjoy spending a few hours a week in a hospital?
Tate picks up the Pibb Zero bottles and acts like heâs going to juggle them for me, but he doesnât.
âYouâre still picking me up at ten tomorrow morning, right?â I ask.
âAre you going to be up for horseback riding?â he asks.
âAbsolutely,â I say.
âOkay,â Tate says. âAnd thereâs one other thing I forgot to mention.â
I hate it when people forget to mention things.
âMy brother and his girlfriend want to come. Is that cool?â
Iâve seen Tateâs older brother, Wyatt, and his girlfriend, Denise, on multiple occasions at a juice bar near school. Theyâre the closest thing Idaho has to hippies, and I bet Iâll like them both fine. I donât care if they come.
âSure,â I say.
âHey,â Tate says, lightly tapping the side of my cot with his leg, âIâll call you later.â He carries the soda bottles into the hallway and disappears. He looks even more tan than last night. How is that possible? Does he spray-tan?
I close my eyes. I need to figure out a phenomenal way to ask Tate to the dance. Balloons? No. Not phenomenal. Way too many people use balloons. A funny card? No. Something bigger. A stuffed animal? No. Those arenât sexy. Whatâs a sexy and phenomenal way to ask a guy to a dance? My thoughts are violently interrupted by the sensation of somebody plopping down next to me on the cot.
âI saw him come in here,â Ruthann says. âWhat did you tell him?â
I blink at her. âI told him where he could find the Pibb.â
âAnd then? What about my job?â she asks.
âIt didnât come up,â I say.
âYou canât be that sick,â Ruthann says.
âActually, I think I am,â I say.
The sound of somebody knocking makes Ruthann stop talking and turn around.
âWe need to let our patient rest,â Mrs. Pegner says.
âYes. I really need rest,â I say.
Ruthann reluctantly gets up. âIâm going to call you later.â
âI hope Iâm feeling well enough to talk,â I say.
Ruthann frowns at that. As I rest my head back down, thereâs a soft knock at the door.
âYou are a very popular sick person,â Mrs. Pegner says.
âItâs probably somebody looking for more Pibb,â I explain.
âMolly?â
The voice is so distinct that my skin erupts in goose pimples.
âHenry?â I prop myself up on my elbows. âWhat are you doing here?â
He walks into the office and stands next to me. My heart begins to race. That whole pep talk I gave myself yesterday at the mall that I was completely over Henry and didnât care about him and that my heart had entered a time machine and was now unaffected by our make-out sessionâall that was a lie. I am so attracted to Henry right now. Even though heâs wearing geeky clothes and looks, well, a little geeky.
âI was headed to the attendance office and I saw you through the door,â he says. âAre you okay?â
I ignore his question and ask my own. âWhy were you headed to the attendance office?â Because thatâs where people go to get permission slips for absences. Is he planning on being absent?
He shifts his weight. He looks uncomfortable. âI had to get slips. For Monday.â
He said the word slips . Thatâs the plural form of slip . Why would he need more than one slip? Is he going away on a long trip? With somebody? My mind leaps to Melka.
âAre you and Melka going somewhere?â I ask. It hurts to even form that question, because I want the answer to be no. And if the answer isnât no, Iâm going to feel a little crushed.
He pauses. His eyes look at