five or six things in the room. Lamp. Floor. Desk. Light switch. Shoes. Me.
âItâs complicated,â Henry says.
My elbows ache from supporting my body weight, so I lie back down on the crunchy pillow. I am so sick of hearing about how complicated things are between Melka and Henry. And why does he keep tracking me down to tell me about how complicated they are? The cafeteria garbage can. My sick cot. I wasnât seeking out a Henry/Melka status check.
âWhat are you doing in here, Henry? This girl is sick and needs to be left alone. She vomited in the girlsâ bathroom,â Mrs. Pegner says.
Iâm really surprised to hear her divulge this information to Henry, because I thought your medical history, even if it was something that happened five minutes ago in a public bathroom, was strictly confidential.
âCan I call you later?â Henry asks.
I want to say yes. I want to say yes. âIâm sick,â I say.
âOut,â Ms. Pegner says. âWith all these interruptions sheâll never recover.â
I watch Henry leave, and the pocket of excitement he brought with him drifts out the door as he goes. Melka and Henry. Melka and Henry. How can I still be falling for him?
âMolly?â my mother calls. Sheâs standing in the doorframe, wearing lavender maternity clothes that barely seem to fit. She looks like a blooming lilac bush. âIs it the stomach flu?â
I shake my head.
âI didnât sleep well last night,â I lie. âI think Iâm worn down.â
âDo you want anything to eat?â
âI just want my bed.â
I rise from the cot and walk to her. And when she hugs me I almost cry. The feeling comes out of nowhere. But Iâm overcome with gratitude. There are a variety of mothers in the world, and I was lucky enough to end up with a dedicated one. She dropped everything to come and get me. âThanks,â I whisper into her neck. I can feel her stomach pressing against me.
âWe canât go straight home. We need to stop by the store first. I need to deliver the payroll to your dad.â
When my father first bought the Thirsty Truck eight years ago, I thought, Cool. I can eat all the candy I want and not have to pay for it. But thatâs not how things worked out. Running a convenience store is a terrible way to make a living, unless you like being married to a cash-strapped corner shop that overcharges people for bleach, toilet paper, and Ritz crackers. I basically never see my dad, and when I do heâs stressed out. Complaining about profit margins. Slacker employees. And the forever malfunctioning shaved-ice machine. My mother does most of his paperwork and calls herself his bookkeeper. In short, the stress is a family affair and it never ends.
As my mother pulls into a parking spot, instead of entering the Thirsty Truck, I decide Iâd rather wait in the car.
âDonât you want something to settle your stomach?â she asks as she gathers the folder from under her seat.
âJust air.â I reach beneath my seat for the reclining lever and I lower myself into a position where I can sleep.
âMolly, if youâre too sick to enter the store, your father is not going to let you go horseback riding tomorrow.â
I relocate the reclining lever and bring myself to an upright position. Sheâs right. My dad has been looking for an excuse to kill the horseback riding trip ever since he agreed to let me go. I still remember his response when I told him that that trip would take place in Wyoming.
âCanât you date within state lines? Why do you want to ride a horse? And shouldnât Tate ask me for my permission?â
Itâs as if my father had fallen out of a television sitcom. â Your permission? Thatâs weird. Itâs not like weâre getting married.â
âIâve talked to his mother,â my mom offered.
âWhat does Molly know about