Ethiopian not yet at work, greeted me with a polite gravity. After I showed him Radaâs note, he led me into a tiny bedroom and gestured toward the bottom level of one of the two bunk beds. âThis where Rada sleep.â Then he tapped on a plastic storage container pushed against the opposite wall. âThis where he keep clothing.â He crossed the room to a scuffed chest and opened one of the drawers. âThis is drawer for his papers. When police take him, I put paycheck here, keep safe.â Before handing the check over, he read Radaâs note again. âYes, he says to give to you. That Radaâs signing, I recognize from back of check. So I give. But you send to wife. She need. â
The passion in his voice hinted of yet another family left behind, so I assured him I would wire the money to Addis Ababa immediately. âBy the way, Mr. Hadaradi, why didnât Rada bring his family with him when he immigrated?â
Hadaradi looked away for a brief moment, but not before I saw sadness slip over his face. âLike rest of us, Rada only have money for one person to come. Before coming, we all move families from north, where is still fighting, and now we save up to bring families over.â
âFighting?â
Anger replaced sadness. âIs big war over border. Many die. My father, my uncle, two brothers, all dead. Like Radaâs father and brothers.â
I vaguely remembered a CNN report about Ethiopiaâs border war with Eritrea. Not being personally affected by other than a brief stab of pity for everyone concerned, it had then slipped from my mind. âYou guys are political refugees?â
âU.S. not worry about our war. We win lottery for green cards. Now all make big money. Can afford to bring family soon, be happy. Family is life. Without family, life is nothing.â
Not being able to remember my own family, I wouldnât know. But âbig moneyâ? Judging from the looks of the Ethiopiansâ apartment, they didnât even make medium money, and what little they did, they never spent on themselves. But thatâs the immigrant life. Years of toil and sacrifice for their children, who, when they grew up, were ashamed of their parentsâ accents. I wondered about my own family and what they might have sacrificed for me. But whatever they had done or not done was blurred forever behind the scar tissue on my forehead. My parents only emerged at night, in pieces of memory-nightmares.
I wondered if all the Ethiopians had immigrated together. âMr. Hadaradi, did you know Rada in Addis Ababa?â
âNo. I come here two years ago from little village to south. Rada comes later. I meet him at Ethiopian Church, at what they call Social Evening. Rada not go to church but that OK.â
âI didnât know there was an Ethiopian church in Mesa.â
Hadaradi shook his head. âPhoenix. I think we are only Ethiopians in Mesa. Some Sudanese here, some Somalians. Many Mormons.â He gave me his first smile.
I appreciated his attempt at levity, but needed to find out what, if anything, Tesema had said to his roommates about Ernst. âWhen Radaâ¦â
He interrupted me by taking keys out of his pocket and walking toward the door. âNo time. I only home to watch policemen look around, keep our things safe. Now I due at other job.â
âOther job?â
âNeed three. All of us, even Rada. He help take care of four people. Almost never sleep. You go now, please. Have to lock apartment.â
Unlike Tesema, Hadaradi didnât have a car, so I dropped him off in front of the Burger King where he worked. From there, I went to Tesemaâs bank, where a bank officer helped me through the laborious process of international wire transfers. Good deed accomplished, I drove back to Desert Investigations, thinking hard all the way. Four clients and little sleep. I wondered how irritable I might feel if I were exhausted, yet